UGH.
I AM PISSED AS HELL. UGHHH. I CAN'T FUCKING TRYOUT FOR THE BALLET BECAUSE I'M TO TALL. THATS BULL SHIT. THOSE STUPID FUCKERS. HOW CAN YOU EXPECT SOMEONE TO BE 5'0 AT THE AGE OF 13?! THATS BULLLLLLLLLLL. D:< BULLL I TELL YOUUUUU.
Well. On a positive note.. my day wasn't much better anyways. <3
school is a pain in the ass. I wish school never existed. Mrs. Bodine is a BITCH. She took points off of my timeline just because I wasn't "paying attention to the speaker" I was like, WTF?! I was just writing my name down the paper. Now points are being taken off because I failed to "pay attention" All because I was writing my fucking name. What a bitch.. Mr. Couzens is stupid. He's to strict. Mr. Taylor.. eh. He's OKAY. I guess. Mrs. Brinker is nice.. The only class I like is lunch. I don't like how late lunch is though... I get so hungry ;_;
School also sucks more because of "dating" and "love". Those wretched words always find some odd way into my brain, and it always makes me worry.. Why? Probably because no one likes me. And I mean NO ONE.. the last time I went out with someone, was a long time ago. About, 5th grade. 4 years ago.. I wasn't ready then, but now.. I think I am. But, just my luck, no single guy likes me. I don't even have GUY FRIENDS. I'm such a worthless and pathetic human being. I think the love god hates me.. Well. There's this one guy I like. But sometimes, it kinda feels like, I don't even exist around him.. Which, makes me feel more worthless, and pathetic.. (and to tell you the truth, everyones sympathy SUCKS.) But hey. Love wasn't meant for everyone, and it definately wasn't made for me. I'll probably be single my whole life! Ahaha.... But... Seeing all of my friends, having guys coming up to them saying "OMG. _____ likes YOU!!!" It makes me feel sad.. Because, it feels like i'm the only one in that school, who probably doesn't have someone who likes them.
So. You see my rant up at the top? Yeah. Thats obviously, about dance.. Dance is going good. I got the solo. And i'll have 11 dances this year. and I think were going to be in 3 competitions. yay?.. But, as you see above, that ballet thing is SHIT. Seriously, thats serious BULL. Whoever made those rules, I wish they rot in hell. <33
So. I have no clue what else to put.. I swear to god, there is no extremely GREAT events in my life. My life sucks. Its a serious nightmare.
But thats okay! Because nothing ever goes right in my life.
Leave comments. But its not like anyone goes on LJ anymore. So. I guess i'm just ranting to myself. How fun.
Well. On a positive note.. my day wasn't much better anyways. <3
school is a pain in the ass. I wish school never existed. Mrs. Bodine is a BITCH. She took points off of my timeline just because I wasn't "paying attention to the speaker" I was like, WTF?! I was just writing my name down the paper. Now points are being taken off because I failed to "pay attention" All because I was writing my fucking name. What a bitch.. Mr. Couzens is stupid. He's to strict. Mr. Taylor.. eh. He's OKAY. I guess. Mrs. Brinker is nice.. The only class I like is lunch. I don't like how late lunch is though... I get so hungry ;_;
School also sucks more because of "dating" and "love". Those wretched words always find some odd way into my brain, and it always makes me worry.. Why? Probably because no one likes me. And I mean NO ONE.. the last time I went out with someone, was a long time ago. About, 5th grade. 4 years ago.. I wasn't ready then, but now.. I think I am. But, just my luck, no single guy likes me. I don't even have GUY FRIENDS. I'm such a worthless and pathetic human being. I think the love god hates me.. Well. There's this one guy I like. But sometimes, it kinda feels like, I don't even exist around him.. Which, makes me feel more worthless, and pathetic.. (and to tell you the truth, everyones sympathy SUCKS.) But hey. Love wasn't meant for everyone, and it definately wasn't made for me. I'll probably be single my whole life! Ahaha.... But... Seeing all of my friends, having guys coming up to them saying "OMG. _____ likes YOU!!!" It makes me feel sad.. Because, it feels like i'm the only one in that school, who probably doesn't have someone who likes them.
So. You see my rant up at the top? Yeah. Thats obviously, about dance.. Dance is going good. I got the solo. And i'll have 11 dances this year. and I think were going to be in 3 competitions. yay?.. But, as you see above, that ballet thing is SHIT. Seriously, thats serious BULL. Whoever made those rules, I wish they rot in hell. <33
So. I have no clue what else to put.. I swear to god, there is no extremely GREAT events in my life. My life sucks. Its a serious nightmare.
But thats okay! Because nothing ever goes right in my life.
Leave comments. But its not like anyone goes on LJ anymore. So. I guess i'm just ranting to myself. How fun.