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ok, i'm gonna be really girly and gushy for a minute... :) i heart my boyfriend. he makes me smile. ok, i'm done. don't know why i've been feeling so overwhelmed lately, but i think that it'll be better after this week is over with. then i won't have so much crap to worry about. bleh, sometimes i really hate being a girl and the crap that comes along with it. talked to the ex today for the first time in over 3 weeks. it was good. reminded me of why we were so good together, but at the same time why we weren't. i'm glad that we are still friends because i really enjoy his company and we really do have a lot in common and a lot of good memories that i never want to feel regret from. just had probably the most depressing 5 minutes of my life. within that span i found out that chance's grandmother had a stroke and was not discovered for 15 hours, chase's grandmother committed suicide, rich is about to be shipped off to iraq, kevin's mom was diagnosed with cancer, and a girl from my high school's mom committed suicide last night... geez. i was hoping to get GOOD news from old friends. so much for wishing. all right, well i'm off to hit the hay. everyone plan on having mucho fun this saturday night at j-la's to celebrate matt h. and ellen's 21st b-days!!! :)