let go to get one, lose some to win some
" ..so i'm under the belief it's partly my fault.
close my eyes and squeeze.. try to block that thought.
place any burden on me, but please not that lord.
but time don't go back, it goes forward.
can't run from the pain, go towards it.
some things can't be explained, what caused it?
such a beautiful soul. so pure. shit.
i'm gonna see you again i'm sure of it.
till that time, my man, i'm nauseous..
..so now i'm childlike waiting for a gift to return.
when i lost you.. i lost it. "