already i'm so lonesome i could die
boyfriend left for portugal sunday night.
i seriously thought i could handle this.. i guess not.
didn't answer my phone all day, even when miskha called 5 times.
i just wanted to be left alone. =(
david called at 9am and we talked for 3min cause i had minutes.
then around 9pm i started crying out of nowhere.. *sniff.
got another call from him at 10pm and i cried even more. lmfao.
david: are you happy?
hannah: no.. i miss you.
david: you've been happy before without me.
hannah: ..but then i met you and it changed everything.
gaaah.. we only talked for 10min cause it was 3am portugal time.
hung up, and i broke down again. =( faaaaaack.
it's cause i've been with him EVERYDAY for almost 2 months,
and suddenly he's not there and i feel empty, and lost, and scared.
i can't do this thing called life without you here with me.
[ 13 days ]