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I don't know i don't really feel good. I feel something in my stomach. Deep down. I don't know what it is. I guess it could be guilt. Guilt so deep and so heavy I start to feel it physically. Guilt so bad I can't sleep at night and if I do I wake up every hour. Guilt so bad I sit in the clasroom smiling when really i am screaming and yelling inside. Guilt so bad that when I see somebody I love I try and smile and maybe sometimes I do but mostly I have to walk away and hold back the tears. I feel horrible. I think I need help. Somebody help me or else I think I will have to follow in the footsteps of Kurt Cobain.......