Pancreas in full effect...

[hunhee]

Ugh.. today is a bad food day for me. I have eaten more calories and junk this morning than any other morning, and I had no clue why. I still feel ill, I brought my blood tester to work today because i've been feeling different for the past few mornings. I tested my blood sugar at 11:00 a.m. this is after I ate a hand full of potato chips, 4

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I'm not dying...well not yet

[hunhee]

I can eat shit if i want to, it's a choice.. people smoke knowing it will cause cancer, and they still do it. It may not be good for them, but these are the choices we make. I can eat anything i want, i just know that later on i may pay the consequences of it.

I think the reason i had no self control was because my body knew what was going on, and knew i needed the food in my system to bring it back to the norm. after eating as a diabetic i should not be anywhere NEAR 87, in fact, it should be around 180, that's when the blood should be highest. After all I ate, I should have been in sugar shock, but instead I was crashing. I haven't had too many cases of this, so I don't know how my body reacts to this. This is definitely a learning curb for me.

This new medication that I'm on is certainly doing its job. 87 is the lowest I've seen, I would have liked to know what the reading would have been before I ate all that shit, but oh well. It's all good.

And yes Seth, I will call my doctor today... I gotta see if he'll write me a new script anyway, AND my injector will be out next week... may as well take care of that too while i'm at it.