Greatest fear
Each time I think about it, I will get super scared and start crying. Worrying and praying every night. For my whole life, I hv been afraid of you. Each time I want to face this fear and overcome it, I think about all the horrifying experiences Ive had. Those experiences make me pull back from my courage. This fear is greater than all the courage I hv. I just feel so scared. But there is no one I can tell this to. Or more like there is no one who can face this w me. My own battle. Im so scared. The solution is just there. But I cant face it. No one can help me. I hv to do this on my own. But I think I nvr will.