Frustrations
My left toe hurts like hell again. I think I need surgery on it again. FUCK. They told me that when I begin to feel pain in that toe, I need to come in for another round of surgery for it.
My sciatica keeps switching from left to right. Its on the right side of my body now. I wish my fucking insurance would cover physical therapy for that. Ugh. I am waiting on my medicaid applications to be reviewed and accepted. It might take 6 months.
I keep having pain in my upper left jaw, in the back. I need my wisdom teeth taken out, I've only had one taken out so far. I also will need a crown on the upper left rearmost molar. I need to get either the crown in first, or get the wisdom tooth taken out first.
I am running out of the medication my social worker put me on. I won't see her again until next wednesday. I am afraid that I will run out of medication, and will have to go another week on low dose for my body to re-adjust to being on the medication.
MD board of nursing website won't accept debit payment for the license fee ($20). I tried using my card, and two of my sister's cards to pay the fee. None have worked. So now i have to take time off work tomorrow and figure out how the hell to pay the board of nursing so i can get my CNA license.
All of this stress is fucking with my head. I intentionally missed today's medication dose, so that I would have one for friday, when I have to take my managing conflict course. I have to miss my appointment with my social worker in order to attend this seminar. It better be worth my time and money.
Today I feel like my patience has been tried a lot, since I got home from finishing my CNA clinical rotation. Why is it, that whenever something really good happens to me, that something bad also comes around to fuck with me, ass if to balance it out or something?
/end rant
ps to clarify, things will work out fine. these frustrations are just acting as triggers and it is tiring having to deal with them. I really want to smoke a cigarette right now, just to ease my mind a little, even though I know it would probably just make me more stressed in the long run. meh. i'm not smoking a cigarette tonight.
My sciatica keeps switching from left to right. Its on the right side of my body now. I wish my fucking insurance would cover physical therapy for that. Ugh. I am waiting on my medicaid applications to be reviewed and accepted. It might take 6 months.
I keep having pain in my upper left jaw, in the back. I need my wisdom teeth taken out, I've only had one taken out so far. I also will need a crown on the upper left rearmost molar. I need to get either the crown in first, or get the wisdom tooth taken out first.
I am running out of the medication my social worker put me on. I won't see her again until next wednesday. I am afraid that I will run out of medication, and will have to go another week on low dose for my body to re-adjust to being on the medication.
MD board of nursing website won't accept debit payment for the license fee ($20). I tried using my card, and two of my sister's cards to pay the fee. None have worked. So now i have to take time off work tomorrow and figure out how the hell to pay the board of nursing so i can get my CNA license.
All of this stress is fucking with my head. I intentionally missed today's medication dose, so that I would have one for friday, when I have to take my managing conflict course. I have to miss my appointment with my social worker in order to attend this seminar. It better be worth my time and money.
Today I feel like my patience has been tried a lot, since I got home from finishing my CNA clinical rotation. Why is it, that whenever something really good happens to me, that something bad also comes around to fuck with me, ass if to balance it out or something?
/end rant
ps to clarify, things will work out fine. these frustrations are just acting as triggers and it is tiring having to deal with them. I really want to smoke a cigarette right now, just to ease my mind a little, even though I know it would probably just make me more stressed in the long run. meh. i'm not smoking a cigarette tonight.