Just thinking...

Jun 14, 2012 23:09

I'm just thinking about what to do with this journal. I'm not really actively involved in fandoms anymore, not that I don't want, but rather the toddler gives me no fucking time to do so. I really love spending all my time with him, and he's seriously the sweetest, best addition to my life, but yeah, no more free time for anything (he's not in daycare yet).

I'm still reading Manga regularly: Bleach, Naruto, One Piece, D.Gray-Man, Addicted to Curry, Piano no Mori, but I have seriously not watched any anime in the last two years or watched any significant clips of Japan's glorious entertainment industry. D: It makes me sad, although I'm happy that real life is so fantastic that it leaves me without much wishes (erm, except for the tiny details like wanting to finish the study, needing to clear out the basement a.k.a my past in boxes and wishing that the other girl had won at Germany's next Topmodel).

So I guess I just wanted to give a small update on how it is. I love being at home with my little devil, but I never wanted to be someone who only posts about their kids (although I can clearly understand why parents feel that way, now). I do have a facebook account under my real name, but even there I rarely post about the spawn, because I don't want to annoy people.

Most if not all of my acquaintances here come from the time when I was utterly fascinated and immersed in diverse fandoms. If you feel like we have not enough in common anymore, please feel free to say goodbye. I still read my f-list regularly, because even without being smack in the middle of fandom the people I've gotten to know are still the people I care about, and try to comment whenever I can contribute a thought. I've wanted to prune my f-list and profile text for ages, but again, never got the time and or nerves to do it. I'll honestly not be hurt if you decide to unfriend this journal, though, because I am in fact not really active anywhere (unless in a parenting comm, oh crap, how did that happen!?). I mean if you unfriend me and I miss you, I'll make sure to message you again. ;)

If there's even anyone reading this... what do you think? Would you mind occasional spawn posts, or do you get stomach cramps by thinking about it?

Is there maybe even someone -  I don't even dare to ask - who could fix me up with something like Anime, Arashi/Kanjani/J in general on data dvd (will pay expenses/shipping!)? I'm a bit desperate here, and clueless, and don't even know anymore what to watch and where to. I'm trying to find more time for everything, but I've tried for the last two years and you see where it ended. :|

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