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i havent been this sad in so long..its heart break all over again.
yesterday i hung out with michelle
hanging out with her is so hard for me but i cant stop myself from doing it.
it felt like we were still together and that everything was back to normal but its not.
it was too hard waking up next to her and just leaving for work..it gave me so much old memories that i actually teared up on the freeway to work..shes the only person in this world other than my mom that can make me cry.
im still so insanely in love with her that i hate her.
i really wish things between us we're back to normal..id kill to go back to june 15 2006 when i asked her to be my girlfriend and have it all start over again.i cant believe im feeling liek this over a girl..its so not me but anyways happy dead one year anniversary
i love you and miss you michy
yesterday i hung out with michelle
hanging out with her is so hard for me but i cant stop myself from doing it.
it felt like we were still together and that everything was back to normal but its not.
it was too hard waking up next to her and just leaving for work..it gave me so much old memories that i actually teared up on the freeway to work..shes the only person in this world other than my mom that can make me cry.
im still so insanely in love with her that i hate her.
i really wish things between us we're back to normal..id kill to go back to june 15 2006 when i asked her to be my girlfriend and have it all start over again.i cant believe im feeling liek this over a girl..its so not me but anyways happy dead one year anniversary
i love you and miss you michy