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I miss all the stupid pictures we use to take and all the 49324 times at turnbull canyon when we had to run back to our car cause of scary noises.
I'm not even strong enough to tell you how sorry i am in person or even on AIM because i know its not gonna do anything. If i put myself in your shoes, I wouldn't even accept the apology or bother listening to what i have to say...It was really selfish of me to do what made me happy but would completely hurt you and that really isnt me.It was the first time i ever done anything so sketchy in my life and will be the last.
but im sorry
dont hate me,dont hate her.
im dying knowing we're not friends but its teaching me how to live.
please just be my friend again.
you know who you are.
-ben