eh long time

[hungry_eyez]

Well my classes are ok, could be better . . . Carly asked me to update today, I have really nothing to say, so I hope you’re happy lil miss Podor hehe . . . here is a poem I wrote Sunday . . . . yeah that’s basically all bye 1 muahz . . . .
“Peace, Love and Chocolate”

“Fade” February 27, 2005
By ~me~

I stare at you
I see your warming face
I try to see the inside, but you withhold
Your feelings I try to embrace

I realize when I look at you
As I just sit and stare
I can see you perfectly clear
But for some reason you’re not there

I see your eyes, I see your face
But yet I cannot see
Your loving within, which you have confined
I can’t see your individuality, or your personality

I realize my love is immense
Even though you probably cannot tell
I am reaching out to you
But yet you’re not there

I sink my eyes into yours
Trying to grasp the words my heart feels
But words are poor handmaidens
They never say what we really want them to say

I realize how much you have changed
How you don’t seem to care
I stare at you
But yet you are not there