Was I used?
When we were together was he thinking of her? I watched a movie where that was the case. I thought back to a particular night and wondered if while he was on top of me, was he thinking of being on top of her? Most times I'd rather know the truth; meanwhile, other times, would I crumble if it were so? Either way, I don't have the nerve to ask. I don't have the nerve to even believe it happened, that we happened.