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Christmas was quite lovely. I got lotsa fun stuff and really felt like part of a real family. While I have the best family that one can have now, I cant help but to feel lonely. There is still a part of me that feels a little colder and emptier than the rest. I had guaranteed ass tonight and I opted against cause I just dont want that sort of "love". This, I guess, will be a hard void to fill, none the less the emptiness kills! I knows there is someone out there, Its just a matter of proper time of the proper paths crossing peroperly. Well see.