Worry-wart
My life is changing with every heartbeat. I am never certain on to where it may go next and I hate that. I can remember when words weren't just words and my thoughts actually made sense. A crush wasn't just a crush and love was something that I wanted.
I feel like a lesser version of myself and even before that, I wasn't completely whole. I guess sometimes it's hard for ourselves to find a place to rest because we're always looking and searching for the missing part of us.
I'd like to know exactly what I wanted and what I needed. Instead, I'm so unsure as to how I got where I am or what I need to do to get where I'm going or to what I want. I just don't know. I feel like my securities are holding me back but I'm too afraid to let go.
I feel like a lesser version of myself and even before that, I wasn't completely whole. I guess sometimes it's hard for ourselves to find a place to rest because we're always looking and searching for the missing part of us.
I'd like to know exactly what I wanted and what I needed. Instead, I'm so unsure as to how I got where I am or what I need to do to get where I'm going or to what I want. I just don't know. I feel like my securities are holding me back but I'm too afraid to let go.