Emotions-wild
Fear.
I've come to the realization that I'm in my own self-inflicted prison of mind that restricts me from the liberty of doing what I truly want to do: I want to make myself fit for companionship, I want to convert to the needs of society, I want to adapt to the person I want to be!
I'm so tired of not leaving my house because I'm afraid someone will judge me. I'm tired of not being able to look someone in the eye because they might see the real me. I'm tired of hiding the long mirrors in my house because I'm afraid to see what they may tell. I'm afraid of putting on an act just because I don't know who I really am. What happened to me? Everything just happened so fast.
I'm so sad and I can't even tell anyone exactly why.
I'm growing so weary of the state of hiding in fear every second of my life! It's time for a change, my friends. It IS time for my revolution!
I've come to the realization that I'm in my own self-inflicted prison of mind that restricts me from the liberty of doing what I truly want to do: I want to make myself fit for companionship, I want to convert to the needs of society, I want to adapt to the person I want to be!
I'm so tired of not leaving my house because I'm afraid someone will judge me. I'm tired of not being able to look someone in the eye because they might see the real me. I'm tired of hiding the long mirrors in my house because I'm afraid to see what they may tell. I'm afraid of putting on an act just because I don't know who I really am. What happened to me? Everything just happened so fast.
I'm so sad and I can't even tell anyone exactly why.
I'm growing so weary of the state of hiding in fear every second of my life! It's time for a change, my friends. It IS time for my revolution!