LEAVING
I am leaving for Flagstaff, AZ tomorrow.
I should be there by about 5-6pm-ish.
Word traveling is that Jon Bambi Millier is also moving up tomorrow. Truly an amazing tale.
I talked to Amber today, she called while i was napping, called her back. Its nice that someone that we've had limited communication over the course of 4, actually 5 years!! would take time to worry about me. I really appreciate that Amber, and I probably will be calling you and keeping in better contact with you.
This is a much needed move. I have not had anybody that I can say was supportive throughout this very difficult time.
This more than early move is not a sign that I have given up on my relationship with Allison, nor is it a sign that I have stopped loving her. This move is for my sanity, and perhaps my convalesce.
In almost every sense I will be looking back upon Tucson with disgust, it treated me badly. I do not regret moving down here, it is what Allison and I needed at the time and I still believe that it was right. I will still be looking back at the wonderful times Allison and I did share here. I will treasure those wonderful times, and I will learn from the rough ones.
I will be returning to Tucson sometime in august to repaint my walls and to fix things I broke so that I can receive my 400$ deposit back.
Oh, my point to this was... I won't have internet access for some time until we set it up, soo good luck surfing the net without me.
Don't worry about me too much. I'll eventually find a way to feeling better. I dont' think Flagstaff will be a quick fix, but part of a long healing process. Good luck to you and all you do.
Love forever and ever.
Goodbye
I should be there by about 5-6pm-ish.
Word traveling is that Jon Bambi Millier is also moving up tomorrow. Truly an amazing tale.
I talked to Amber today, she called while i was napping, called her back. Its nice that someone that we've had limited communication over the course of 4, actually 5 years!! would take time to worry about me. I really appreciate that Amber, and I probably will be calling you and keeping in better contact with you.
This is a much needed move. I have not had anybody that I can say was supportive throughout this very difficult time.
This more than early move is not a sign that I have given up on my relationship with Allison, nor is it a sign that I have stopped loving her. This move is for my sanity, and perhaps my convalesce.
In almost every sense I will be looking back upon Tucson with disgust, it treated me badly. I do not regret moving down here, it is what Allison and I needed at the time and I still believe that it was right. I will still be looking back at the wonderful times Allison and I did share here. I will treasure those wonderful times, and I will learn from the rough ones.
I will be returning to Tucson sometime in august to repaint my walls and to fix things I broke so that I can receive my 400$ deposit back.
Oh, my point to this was... I won't have internet access for some time until we set it up, soo good luck surfing the net without me.
Don't worry about me too much. I'll eventually find a way to feeling better. I dont' think Flagstaff will be a quick fix, but part of a long healing process. Good luck to you and all you do.
Love forever and ever.
Goodbye