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Sitting on a chair that reeks of dog piss - ahh, it's good to be home!
I have so much freakin' time on my hands it's absurd. I have very few friends in Gloucester and now that I've ordered myself to stop smoking marijuana, all I do is sit around playing with Tata or my dogs. It's getting boring already and it's not even June. Please, Rite Aid, can I work, like, every day?
I found out Tim has a new girlfriend. Suprising, but not so suprising after I did a little snooping and checked out her Facebook. Her last name is Fret (like, guitar frets) and she plays violin (very cool) and her whole social life revolves around dressing in drag for her anime COSplay (very not cool). If they ever got married and she's a feminist and they decide to hyphenate their names, it would be Sharpe-Fret, which is considerably better than Sharpe-Klics.
I thought I would be jealous but I'm not. This may sound evil but I was checking out pics of her on FB and she's definitely adorable but not pretty or worthy of jealousy. But you know what? She probably has a much more interesting personality than me, is probably a lot nicer to Tim and probably makes him a lot happier than I ever did. It makes me happy to see this girl leaving fawning, obsessively adoring comments on his FB because Tim really deserves someone like that.
But damn, I can't imagine that Tim has changed so much that he would go out with a girl like that. It's like, has he reversed in age? This girl, judging by her friends and the way she writes, is so insanely immature that she annoys me even though I know pretty much absolutely nothing about her life or her personality. Anyone who is so actively involved in COSplay can't be fully developed - it may sound terribly judgmental but how the hell can dressing up like a cartoon character be intellectually stimulating to anyone beyond the age of ten? She proably doesn't do drugs and is snobby towards people who do ... what a babyish bitch. I hope she doesn't brainwash Tim into being even wimpier than he already is. I actually think she views him as a bit of a badass - anyone who makes Tim look like a badass in comparison MUST be emotionally stunted. Tim is the sissiest, girliest guy I know. I remember after breaking up with Tim, my mom called me and said, "I'm so glad you didn't continue that relationship with Tim. He's a bit too feminine to be a boyfriend." And she was the one who wanted me to go out with him initially! It's clear she adores him, probably because he's the first guy to be romantically interested in her.
But I've noticed this other chick - OK, I am full stalker status now - who talks to him a lot. I guess he works with her at CVS. She's even uglier than the Fret girl but a hell of a lot more interesting, mature and bearable. Guys are so shallow, even Tim. They'll take even an ugly girl with a childish personality over a slightly uglier girl with an awesome one.
I hate men.
Strangely, I am not jealous. I thought I would be but this kind of gives me hope that I'll find someone as messed up as me to fall in love with. If those two dorkballs can find each other, the saying "there's a lid for every pot" MUST be true.
I think I'm going to stop making all my entries private. Maybe. I'm pretty sure no one reads this so what's the point? I want to be able to print out my entries so maybe I'll make them all public.
I've lost all my writing ability and it's appalling. And it's not the weed (THANK GOD)! I think it's the Wellbutrin.
But how am I supposed to stay skinny without my Welly?
Stay tuned!
I have so much freakin' time on my hands it's absurd. I have very few friends in Gloucester and now that I've ordered myself to stop smoking marijuana, all I do is sit around playing with Tata or my dogs. It's getting boring already and it's not even June. Please, Rite Aid, can I work, like, every day?
I found out Tim has a new girlfriend. Suprising, but not so suprising after I did a little snooping and checked out her Facebook. Her last name is Fret (like, guitar frets) and she plays violin (very cool) and her whole social life revolves around dressing in drag for her anime COSplay (very not cool). If they ever got married and she's a feminist and they decide to hyphenate their names, it would be Sharpe-Fret, which is considerably better than Sharpe-Klics.
I thought I would be jealous but I'm not. This may sound evil but I was checking out pics of her on FB and she's definitely adorable but not pretty or worthy of jealousy. But you know what? She probably has a much more interesting personality than me, is probably a lot nicer to Tim and probably makes him a lot happier than I ever did. It makes me happy to see this girl leaving fawning, obsessively adoring comments on his FB because Tim really deserves someone like that.
But damn, I can't imagine that Tim has changed so much that he would go out with a girl like that. It's like, has he reversed in age? This girl, judging by her friends and the way she writes, is so insanely immature that she annoys me even though I know pretty much absolutely nothing about her life or her personality. Anyone who is so actively involved in COSplay can't be fully developed - it may sound terribly judgmental but how the hell can dressing up like a cartoon character be intellectually stimulating to anyone beyond the age of ten? She proably doesn't do drugs and is snobby towards people who do ... what a babyish bitch. I hope she doesn't brainwash Tim into being even wimpier than he already is. I actually think she views him as a bit of a badass - anyone who makes Tim look like a badass in comparison MUST be emotionally stunted. Tim is the sissiest, girliest guy I know. I remember after breaking up with Tim, my mom called me and said, "I'm so glad you didn't continue that relationship with Tim. He's a bit too feminine to be a boyfriend." And she was the one who wanted me to go out with him initially! It's clear she adores him, probably because he's the first guy to be romantically interested in her.
But I've noticed this other chick - OK, I am full stalker status now - who talks to him a lot. I guess he works with her at CVS. She's even uglier than the Fret girl but a hell of a lot more interesting, mature and bearable. Guys are so shallow, even Tim. They'll take even an ugly girl with a childish personality over a slightly uglier girl with an awesome one.
I hate men.
Strangely, I am not jealous. I thought I would be but this kind of gives me hope that I'll find someone as messed up as me to fall in love with. If those two dorkballs can find each other, the saying "there's a lid for every pot" MUST be true.
I think I'm going to stop making all my entries private. Maybe. I'm pretty sure no one reads this so what's the point? I want to be able to print out my entries so maybe I'll make them all public.
I've lost all my writing ability and it's appalling. And it's not the weed (THANK GOD)! I think it's the Wellbutrin.
But how am I supposed to stay skinny without my Welly?
Stay tuned!