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it sucks when life doesn't go the way you want it to, when things go slighty, or majorly awry.
as much as i thought i wanted to be at columbia, maybe i dont.
when i suddenly realized how much money my student loan is...it doesnt hardly seem worth it anymore.
when i realized what kind of person i really am, maybe i dont really belong there.
feeling kind of lost. dont have anyone to talk to. i suppose thats why i ended up on good old livejournal.
im in rockford, and am really not looking forward to going back to chicago.
i don't know if theres anything waiting there for me.
maybe this is harder than i thought.
as much as i thought i wanted to be at columbia, maybe i dont.
when i suddenly realized how much money my student loan is...it doesnt hardly seem worth it anymore.
when i realized what kind of person i really am, maybe i dont really belong there.
feeling kind of lost. dont have anyone to talk to. i suppose thats why i ended up on good old livejournal.
im in rockford, and am really not looking forward to going back to chicago.
i don't know if theres anything waiting there for me.
maybe this is harder than i thought.