you be my star, i'll be your sky.
I usually look at myself and don't like what I see.
I know i'm a terrible friend.
I realize it.
Yet, I don't know really how to fix it.
No. I have not been to a single graduation party yet.
..i meant to go. really.
I won't go to a single one this weekend either.
I'm going to an art fair with my Dad all weekend.
My relationship with Jacob is falling apart.
So, no need to place any blame on him taking up my time.
Maggie is moving out.
But I haven't batted an eye.
Can't use that as an excuse either.
I don't know why I can't just be a normal, decent human being.
It isn't THAT hard to be a friend.
So why do I suck at it so bad?
It's been about 2 weeks.
Is it time to go back to school yet?
I know i'm a terrible friend.
I realize it.
Yet, I don't know really how to fix it.
No. I have not been to a single graduation party yet.
..i meant to go. really.
I won't go to a single one this weekend either.
I'm going to an art fair with my Dad all weekend.
My relationship with Jacob is falling apart.
So, no need to place any blame on him taking up my time.
Maggie is moving out.
But I haven't batted an eye.
Can't use that as an excuse either.
I don't know why I can't just be a normal, decent human being.
It isn't THAT hard to be a friend.
So why do I suck at it so bad?
It's been about 2 weeks.
Is it time to go back to school yet?