I can see a lot of life in you..
So for the past couple of days, while I am idle and not really doing anything, I take to trying to figure out how to break open my piggy bank. It's this crazy thing that I got from like Yugoslavia or something, from my parents friends. And it has a cat on in and I can FEEL that there are lots of loonies and toonies in there, but I can't get to them. This is frustrating me so much that you have no idea. Seriously, I've been like throwing it, and scraping at it, and knocking it against things. Nothing. Absolutely nada progress. It's a peaceful anger, but an anger nonetheless.
Also, I wore my first pair of discounted GAP clothing to school today (black jeans), and they are a dream. Seriously, like, cloud 9 softness. They fit me purr-fectly and they look amazing. I wore them with a black tank and this polka-dotted/striped shirt my mom got me from Russia. It was weird because the clothes I was wearing today were very tight-fitting and I'm not used to clothes like that. But I hear that I looked good - so I'll just take that at face value lol. I'm not one to turn down a compliment.
Lately, I have been kind of, less angry, more anxious. Yesterday I was really stressed out about the law presentation I had today (should have been more worried about the bio test), so that kind of took away my "thinking rationally" ability. I miss that. Today wasn't actually as bad as predicted. For once, I kind of didn't really panic. Just.. went with the flow. And it felt nice.
I feel nice. Maybe not perfect, and I still hurt once in a while. But it's leaving.
Today during period 5 our varsity boys soccer team beat Milliken 7-0. We owned those kids so bad. Wow. It made me so happy. Rc had some really nice saves, and what cameron calls "dives" but what I call, "that thing where the ball was in the air and he caught it in the air all matrix-style and then fell with it and it looked so fucking cool". I think mine sounds cooler, so I win.
Anyway, now their record is 4-0-0, which is 4 wins, no loses, no ties. They are amazing. I am so proud of them yaya hahahah. And I got so into the game too!! I really like soccer lol, and the way our guys play is so intennnnnnnnnse. I like that I can cheer for a team that actually deserves it =].
Thursday they're playing Middlefield, and Middlefield is coming here, so I get to see Abrahim! Yay! I miss that kid from summer school. And he's moving soon too, so it's like last chance to see him pretty much.
So yeah, today was good. I haven't really felt like updating lately, as you can tell. But I'll make an effort of some sort. I think I'm a little too exhausted usually to update.
Anyway,
Ez.
Also, I wore my first pair of discounted GAP clothing to school today (black jeans), and they are a dream. Seriously, like, cloud 9 softness. They fit me purr-fectly and they look amazing. I wore them with a black tank and this polka-dotted/striped shirt my mom got me from Russia. It was weird because the clothes I was wearing today were very tight-fitting and I'm not used to clothes like that. But I hear that I looked good - so I'll just take that at face value lol. I'm not one to turn down a compliment.
Lately, I have been kind of, less angry, more anxious. Yesterday I was really stressed out about the law presentation I had today (should have been more worried about the bio test), so that kind of took away my "thinking rationally" ability. I miss that. Today wasn't actually as bad as predicted. For once, I kind of didn't really panic. Just.. went with the flow. And it felt nice.
I feel nice. Maybe not perfect, and I still hurt once in a while. But it's leaving.
Today during period 5 our varsity boys soccer team beat Milliken 7-0. We owned those kids so bad. Wow. It made me so happy. Rc had some really nice saves, and what cameron calls "dives" but what I call, "that thing where the ball was in the air and he caught it in the air all matrix-style and then fell with it and it looked so fucking cool". I think mine sounds cooler, so I win.
Anyway, now their record is 4-0-0, which is 4 wins, no loses, no ties. They are amazing. I am so proud of them yaya hahahah. And I got so into the game too!! I really like soccer lol, and the way our guys play is so intennnnnnnnnse. I like that I can cheer for a team that actually deserves it =].
Thursday they're playing Middlefield, and Middlefield is coming here, so I get to see Abrahim! Yay! I miss that kid from summer school. And he's moving soon too, so it's like last chance to see him pretty much.
So yeah, today was good. I haven't really felt like updating lately, as you can tell. But I'll make an effort of some sort. I think I'm a little too exhausted usually to update.
Anyway,
Ez.