ThInGs I ShOuLd HaVe SaId......

Oct 27, 2004 16:47

this is to one person and one person only... u know who u r.
these are things that i wrote for u and never got a chance to give them to u.
heres a note that i wrote u sometime this week.
_ _ _ _ _!
hey whats up? yeah i havent talked to u in a while so i thought i would write u a note.
so yeah im glad that we talked online on sunday. i was hoping that things between us was getting better, i really am sorry about that one friday at the skatepark. i just wasnt thinking about what exactly what i was doing. at the time it seemed like a great idea.i hate misunderstandings. im glad that we talked somethings out. im so sorry i promise that i wont do something like that again. thats why i tried to find u in the morning, and after school. but the other day u were a little busy with the clay u stole.
so i guess ill just see ya around,

this is a text i was thinking about sending u a while ago and because ur phone is broke i just saved it:
u drive me crazy. i cant stop thinking about u, and i keep having random flashbacks of the times we spent togeher. wen we kissed and just wen u held me close. u have no idea wat i would do just to get a hug from u. i miss u so much.i want to be with u, no matter what happens. i truely am sorry and i hope that u can forgive me for what i did to u. i really like u....

well i guess things have changed for the both of us. i hope that at least u can get over shit and still be my friend but if that is to much then i guess i cant ask for anything more. im giving up on u just because fighting for someone that doesnt like u is just a waste of my time. so i guess i will see ya around.

MoViNg On......

TODAY!!!
i was a little bummed when i read a livejorunal this morning but things got better during the day wen i just didnt let it bother me anymore. i had my friends and nothing was going to bring me down. i wen to all of my classes like normal but the best classes i had was 3rd hour choir where i met shane before i went to class. and then in class we do absolutly nothing..HELL YES!!! and lunch where we do absolutley nothing!!!!HELL YESS MOORREE!!! and then of course my world history class cause i have my buddy allison in there and she just brings my day up with her facial expressions and funny comments. i love that girl!! i dont know what i would do without her in that class. life is boring without her in it!!

so tomarrow will be the same school.. boring until those 3 hours of my day when i am happy....

but yeah so i definetly think that on friday i am going to the skate park cause me and hanna want to give guys there a show they have never seen. lol!!!!
no i dont know we might just hangout there and then go to a party or something
and then saturday i have to go with my mom to my grandmas cause she wants me to show her the pictures and video of when we went to Texas.. (which was over spring break on friday,saturday, sunday, and monday)that was the longest fucking trip i have ever taken with them alone... i was so depressed cause i had no contact with anyone at home except for lizard but thats only cause i memerized her cell #.

anyways back to my story on sunday i dont have anything to do.. so if anyone wants to hangout during the day that would be cool. then the best part is that i have no clue what i am going to be for halloween. all i know is that i might be something thats a little riskay.. maybe a nurse, or a teacher lol....

<3
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