Oct 20, 2004 18:25
what did i do to deserve someone like u. my whole life i prayed for someone u. and ur there but ur like a picture thats 2 far away. i cant touch u but i love being near u. just to feel the warmth from ur body or to just hear ur voice is enough to make my day. i hope that things get better between us.
i love you!!!!
ok so today wasnt any better then yesterday. but im glad that i have my 2 best friends to bring my day up. when im with lizard and bella.......how to describe that. well u just have to be there....lol
so yeah today feels like a tuesday but its wednesday. that just means that the weekend is a few steps closer and then i can take a break from my fucked up life. this morning when i was getting ready for school and thinking about yesterday i honestly thought about just staying in texas. hey i would never have to wear makeup or dress up cause trust me where my grandfather lived there were no hot or cute guys anyways. and if u think about it.. i guess i wouldnt get my heart broken cause i would never be with anyone to get hurt by. it was just a thought. i dont think i could leave my friend because without them i wouldnt be here.
i love u all
krystine
call me and we will hang....
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