the mean reds
i got a new job. working with the wonderful jessica lehman. she is hands down one of my favorite people ever. she is hilarious and genuinly kind to EVERYONE. she has never said anything bad about anybody. we hostess at a restaurant by the beach. speaking of the beach, this morning mr. ian swoveland, his friends rusty, melissa and brittany, and i went to the beach at 5:00am to watch the sunrise. eveyone brought swimming gear except me. bummer. they looked like they had fun. and then i guess i didn't here my phone and my dad was trying to call to see if i got there ok and then when i didn't pick up, he freaked out, found ian's number in my stuff and called his number!! his mom picked up (or this is what mother tells me) and my dad asked if he had heard from them b/c katy isn't picking up her phone. i am so incredibly embarassed. i think i can count on ian never wanting to speak to me again due to me being such a moron. he is probably afraid of me and my family now. i wish i could disown my family. i wish i could move and start over everything. everyone and everything has changed. i like ian but i don't think he likes me, i never hang out with my friends anymore, im always fighting with my parents school starts in a little over a week, my tooth is killing me and the vicodin does nothing- i haven't eaten a meal in 2 days b/c it hurts to bite down.
-me.
p.s. i need to see garden state.
-me.
p.s. i need to see garden state.