Jul 28, 2009 11:15
So it's been awhile. I'm slowly getting over the internet. There's nothing but drama on here. I've realized that the only hold that fat ugly bitch ever had over me was making me believe she was close to everyone because she literally lives by her internet persona.
We're good with family again. At least most of the family. I'm so happy, that was a huge weight that was bringing me down even though I didnt' realize it all the time.
I'm sorry to people I haven't been talking to much lately... I've been so busy trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life, my education, lots of big decisions recently. Ryan and I are happy, and I'm so happy that I'm finally figuring out school.
We dont' have many friends... but we have each other, and that's enough.
Ashes and Kobalt looooove the water, lol, we've taken them swimming so much this summer. They need it too, it's so sad to see them just panting and barely moving cause our house gets like a million degrees!
For the friends I do have on here, I haven't forgotten about you, i just want to be more private about my life when it comes to internet things seeing as I have a crazy internet stalker, Ciara knows who I'm talking about.
Anyway, Ciara - I'm happy for you! sorry I haven't been in contact much:( That's my fault. but i am happy for you, I'm still sorry about that whole stupid thing that happened with Jon, but you seem really really happy with your new guy, and that makes me happy:)
Ok well, gotta go, I'll ttyl. :) Peace