tonight you fly so high up in the vanilla sky
Ok so my stomach is feeling like crap. I feel so blubbery tonight.. ick. I can grab a huge handful of belly fat (being literal here, it's true and not normal) because of the bloating. And I get this occasional extra cramp where I think my left ovary would be. Maybe I should see a gyno? Might start at the normal doc, tho.
Mmmm been reading random journals tonight and finding a shitload of journals by 16 year old American girls. Wow. All with photos and bad grammar/spelling/punctuation and no wit and all like "OMG britney we shld so go wif brad tomo!!!!!!!!!"
Makes me feel sad that our future generations will be uneducated pop whores. Age has nothing to do with anything, really, but I've only found a few really entertaining journals by girls under 18. So much focus on the internet and not enough on READING the classics and studying english and how to write properly. Hell, I don't even shorten words when I text, unless I'm out of room. ;)
Am I getting old? I'm only in my 21st year for chrissakes. I've always been ahead of my peers maturity-wise but come ON. There must be people out there like I was when I was 16. Maybe it's because I made such an effort to know as much as I could about anything before and during my time on the planet. Maybe it's because I fell in love with Pink Floyd and records as a kid.. and James Taylor, Carly Simon and Bette Midler were my loves at 8. Mainly, I think, it was my love of English and language as well as music. And of course, the fact that I was thrust into a very adult world in many ways when I was 12. Thank you, show business. How they badmouth your influence but who would I be without you?
Gonna nap and eat.
Mmmm been reading random journals tonight and finding a shitload of journals by 16 year old American girls. Wow. All with photos and bad grammar/spelling/punctuation and no wit and all like "OMG britney we shld so go wif brad tomo!!!!!!!!!"
Makes me feel sad that our future generations will be uneducated pop whores. Age has nothing to do with anything, really, but I've only found a few really entertaining journals by girls under 18. So much focus on the internet and not enough on READING the classics and studying english and how to write properly. Hell, I don't even shorten words when I text, unless I'm out of room. ;)
Am I getting old? I'm only in my 21st year for chrissakes. I've always been ahead of my peers maturity-wise but come ON. There must be people out there like I was when I was 16. Maybe it's because I made such an effort to know as much as I could about anything before and during my time on the planet. Maybe it's because I fell in love with Pink Floyd and records as a kid.. and James Taylor, Carly Simon and Bette Midler were my loves at 8. Mainly, I think, it was my love of English and language as well as music. And of course, the fact that I was thrust into a very adult world in many ways when I was 12. Thank you, show business. How they badmouth your influence but who would I be without you?
Gonna nap and eat.