so that was a night i wont forget

[humdrums]

havent updated in a while...sorry about that

Prom was this weekend and i had the time
of my life...except for all of the drama

ate at lusciano's
grreaat lasagna...
fun times in the car with the
barry white music
and herds of cops on their bikes

someone special sang me a song while we where dancing
in my ear...it was the cutest thing ever

tooks soo many pictures...
and costed and ehh amount of money

ashley harris won prom queen woop woop

afterwards alex, me, cuenca, matt, and other people
went to courtneys house for a pizza party
my brother let me down

cuenca spent the night and we had a blast
..but now i am scared and there really isnt anyone to talk to

idk what to do..

so much drama...that quiz wasnt lieing when they said i was kirsten
drama does follow me.... but this time
it wasnt my fault

a wise woman once said (my mom)...
"dont let anybody take over your life...
you are who you are and dont ever let anybody change that about you."

i hope she is right...
im just saying i dont want to lose any friends at all
but if they cant accept who i am friends with
or how much time i hang out with them
...then i guess they really arent a friend themselves

i've been through this far too many times
and for the first time... i am TIRED of it
i am always blamed for it and looked on as the bad guy
and this time it wasnt me

if you want bygone to be bygones dont do it!
im all up for it...
if you want to start talking again well come on honey talk to me
but dont say something and not do anything about it!!

thats not a friend to me

iamnotgoingtochoseanybodyandiamdefinatelynotgoingtoloseanyfriendofmine
theyaretoprecioustolose...

ohh and by the way...im not talking to celeste...im not that "desperate"
"she is even starting to talk to celeste..."
umm i talk to alex not her..

dont like any of this at all!!!!!!!!!!
dammit at times i dont even know who the fuck i am!