this is too close

[humblegoddess]

You spurn my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I run the risk of losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

I can't see much of a future
Unless we find out what's to blame
What a shame
And we won't be together much longer
Unless we realize that we are the same

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

You disturb my natural emotions
You make me feel like dirt
And I'm hurt
And if I start a commotion
I'll only end up losing you
And that's worse

Ever fallen in love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
Ever fallen in love
In love with someone
You shouldn't've fallen in love with

....Why can't you just talk to me? Tell me what I did wrong. I hate crying all the time, and then needing to talk about it, but I can't. I can only talk to you about it when YOU want to talk...it shouldn't be like that. It's a team effort. Help me. Please. I don't want to lose you, but I need to feel like you care if you lost me.
I'm so fucking confused right now...I don't know what to do anymore.