comment assholes.
I'm afraid that I have become too attatched. That when things end up going another way, I will be in no at all prepared for it. That I want to pretend that I live in this fairy tail and nothing will ever end or change. I've let so many things go, and for what? For something that is already doomed? What's the point of it all if it is already predetermined, and that it will all be over one day? All I know is that when and if that day comes, my entire world will self destruct....
On a lighter note...Spring Break mother fuckers.
My parents are in Hawaii the entire week, and I got the fuckin house to myself...give or take afew days where my sister will be home. No big. My parents bought me a case of beer, plus I get to drink any of what my mom already has in the fridge. I'm fucking set.
I had a really fun night tonight. Me and Matt just laughed and talked all night. It was great. I never wanted it to end. But, alas, it had to. His mom just came and picked him up, and now I'm home alone. He has work tomorrow, so I don't know when I get to see him.
Fuck. I'm tired as shit. I'm gonna go.
On a lighter note...Spring Break mother fuckers.
My parents are in Hawaii the entire week, and I got the fuckin house to myself...give or take afew days where my sister will be home. No big. My parents bought me a case of beer, plus I get to drink any of what my mom already has in the fridge. I'm fucking set.
I had a really fun night tonight. Me and Matt just laughed and talked all night. It was great. I never wanted it to end. But, alas, it had to. His mom just came and picked him up, and now I'm home alone. He has work tomorrow, so I don't know when I get to see him.
Fuck. I'm tired as shit. I'm gonna go.