i'm completely deadline-d out... =/
I submit no excuse
If this is what I have to do
I owe you every day I wake
If I could I would shrink myself
Sink through your skin to your blood cells
Remove whatever makes you hurt...
But I am too weak to be your cure
meh, things aren't going to well, and since you all are so interested in my life, i'm going to go into immense detail about why...
- I am failing pre-cal with a smokin' 69. exactly- WTHECK IS THAT?!
I don't know what's the matter with me; actually I do.. it's these faggot proofs. O-M-G! They are going to kill me.. like seriously. It's just terrible, and I do alright on the homework, it's just these gay DAILY quizes we have.. yah definitely gettin 20-60's on those... hoooot; i know. booo this sucks. i need to go to tutoring prolly; but im lazy. AG! this is gonna bring my average down too =/ i had a 95 last 6-weeks too uuuufd;ashf;ogfueagcugvafewufewueaw1!!!!!! - sucks.
- love sucks, too. what the heck is this all about. why do i attach to boys. pfft. thats pretty gay too.
- i hate change (hah thats a new one im SURE)
- i hate how everything cant be perfect.. stupid girl.
- i'm EXHAUSTED from effing yearbook ive spent like 7 hours STRAIGHT in that bloody room the past two days; that's disgusting, okay. no way around it.
- we have 50ish pages due next friday for yearbook... there are 14 done. You can bet how exciting my life is goin to be for the next 7 days...
- Trinity has 18 days to get back to me.. things are looking slim at this point though;; effing math grade and stupid standardized SAT is going to screw me over.. i just know it
- speaking of... im lucky enough to be taking the SAT again this weekend @churchill... WONDERFUL and yah... i havnt studied nearly as much as i should have... my mother is going to sacrifice me to the academic gods when we get this score back
- I have senioritis. i just dont want to go to school anymore.
- i dont want to finish my health course dsahouagbf! 5 more chapters... see how lame i am?
- my ear is like retarded and hurting and jhdoifahe;ids i hate my piercing.. and its 5 days old. great.
- my hair has NOT cooperated the past several days
- this year winter sucks. its was like 80* today... its december= lame.
meh.. i just feel blaaaaaaaaaaah;;
that's me.. just not nearly as bald
*sigh*
ew my hair is all nappy too
Therefor, I have come to the conclusion...:
Being 18 is not only over-rated,
but sucks harder than any other year
thus far...
but seeing how things work out for me, i'll probably just continue to out-do myself from here on out on major suck-age.
[[i'm totally drained]]
pinkk o r ea: im so sick of dealing with it and i just wanna feel like im needed for a while
AceZ06: haah aww
AceZ06:i neeeed you to talk to me now
AceZ06: so i dont have to do my labs
AceZ06: how does that sound?
...actually, that's nice.
marcus is awesome.
i'm glad we're still friends.
it's weird; out of all of them,
he's the one i've actually talked to the most
after all was said and done.. like i mean after
everyone has moved on and we're all our seperate ways..
"I'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife,
fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way"
i'm just broken...