Not quite right
its been a long time since i said anything. i guess these past months have been good, some areas they haven't. but i have been seeing a few friends ( mainly krista and cj) but i ve been having fun. sweetish day is comming up on the 15th and hope all your sweethearts be extrta special to you!! ^_^ lately i ve been feeling like my old old self. There's a steal chain around my heart and its just pulling me down day by day. I am i always just the friend that seems to get the back seat of the things all the time or will there be someone who can look into my eyes and see the same as i do when i look into theirs. i am alone but i am not. the one wish i could ever have is go back in time to a certain period of my life where none of this even crossed my mind. i was happy all the way around.