i am finally back!!!
its been 4 fucking days of me looking at the sky and thinking how i can't wait to be home. to start to explain my weekend i just start at all good places such as the begining
---Friday---
i went to the bank to deposit more graduation money and stopped by kela's house and had a nice talk with her family and i haven't seen them for a while so that was nice and i got caught in traffic and got home and had some alright BK with a yummy frozen coke and i was on my way to hell. got up there and went straight to the dock with my bottle of orange smirnoff and txt and talked to cj for a bit but since she has having fun i had to let her go and i just sat out there and looked up at the moon and listened to the water.. very relaxing but a bit lonely.
---Saturday---
tried to sleep in as long as possible but the nightmare i had just wouldn't let me. maybe drinkink gives me nightmares.. lol but my dream was me and chris were in this building and were carrying a baby and this man just took it and went in this elvator but we were on the top floor and he went up so we ran to the elvator and i had this really fearful feeling that something was wrong and the doors openen and all we saw was metal spinning in circles and the babies head then just poped from the ceiling all bloodly and screaming and we took off out of there but were trapped by more spinning metal and i woke up crying and so scared and just couldn't go back to bed. but this day was more boring.. i did ren 3 movies which were party monster, prophecy IV and into the sun. and i did go see mr. and mrs. smith--good movie!! and more txting ppl and thats were my phone died cause no one was replying but that could be for another reason lol i don't think that ^_^ but it ended with me back outside looking up but this time on my boat. i did try out the new jetski's and that was really nice but there just no fun by yourself. another night ending the same.
---Sunday---
was woken up my by sister to give my dad his gift and i staggered downstairs had a doughnut and gave him his gift and my day started off with helping with yard work and the only reason i was ok with that is it wasted time and i also went back on the jetskis. saw more of my movies and again ended up outside once again and this time no bugs and i talked to people this time and was warned not to txt ppl so much lol. at least there was no yelling. boring night again.
---Monday---
took long enough to get here. i was really happy on this day because i was leaving. i cleaned and put away and covered up everything and had yummy subway for dinnner and drove my dads truck to pick it up.. i hate trucks and it so differnet then my car! i am home now enjoying every moment of it and picking up my i-pod tomorrow at the post office and then who knows but i do work at 5 though and iam still working on the basement. good night all
---Friday---
i went to the bank to deposit more graduation money and stopped by kela's house and had a nice talk with her family and i haven't seen them for a while so that was nice and i got caught in traffic and got home and had some alright BK with a yummy frozen coke and i was on my way to hell. got up there and went straight to the dock with my bottle of orange smirnoff and txt and talked to cj for a bit but since she has having fun i had to let her go and i just sat out there and looked up at the moon and listened to the water.. very relaxing but a bit lonely.
---Saturday---
tried to sleep in as long as possible but the nightmare i had just wouldn't let me. maybe drinkink gives me nightmares.. lol but my dream was me and chris were in this building and were carrying a baby and this man just took it and went in this elvator but we were on the top floor and he went up so we ran to the elvator and i had this really fearful feeling that something was wrong and the doors openen and all we saw was metal spinning in circles and the babies head then just poped from the ceiling all bloodly and screaming and we took off out of there but were trapped by more spinning metal and i woke up crying and so scared and just couldn't go back to bed. but this day was more boring.. i did ren 3 movies which were party monster, prophecy IV and into the sun. and i did go see mr. and mrs. smith--good movie!! and more txting ppl and thats were my phone died cause no one was replying but that could be for another reason lol i don't think that ^_^ but it ended with me back outside looking up but this time on my boat. i did try out the new jetski's and that was really nice but there just no fun by yourself. another night ending the same.
---Sunday---
was woken up my by sister to give my dad his gift and i staggered downstairs had a doughnut and gave him his gift and my day started off with helping with yard work and the only reason i was ok with that is it wasted time and i also went back on the jetskis. saw more of my movies and again ended up outside once again and this time no bugs and i talked to people this time and was warned not to txt ppl so much lol. at least there was no yelling. boring night again.
---Monday---
took long enough to get here. i was really happy on this day because i was leaving. i cleaned and put away and covered up everything and had yummy subway for dinnner and drove my dads truck to pick it up.. i hate trucks and it so differnet then my car! i am home now enjoying every moment of it and picking up my i-pod tomorrow at the post office and then who knows but i do work at 5 though and iam still working on the basement. good night all