008 - I hope you know this has nothing to do with you.
This is between me & myself. I have a lot of thinking and straightening out to do and I don't really have any idea where to start.
Mother doesn't want me to return to Chicago next month. She said she wanted me to take a leave of absence for at least one quarter. Initially, I was stubborn and told her I was going to even if she doesn't want me to. Now, I'm not so sure. The more I think about how stressed and lonely I get up there....the less I really want to go. I don't know. I feel there are a lot of important decisions for me to make right now, but I am absolutely under no condition mentally or emotionally to make them.
Mother doesn't want me to return to Chicago next month. She said she wanted me to take a leave of absence for at least one quarter. Initially, I was stubborn and told her I was going to even if she doesn't want me to. Now, I'm not so sure. The more I think about how stressed and lonely I get up there....the less I really want to go. I don't know. I feel there are a lot of important decisions for me to make right now, but I am absolutely under no condition mentally or emotionally to make them.