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I cannot sleep.
There's way too much on my plate right now and I'm going absolutely nuts because of it.
I'm not sure if I wrote about it back when it happened but my Great Uncle David died and it hit me pretty hard. However, rather recently, my Great Aunt suffered a debilitating stroke and had to be put in intensive care with a screw in her head to bleed out the pressure. Unfortunately, for her and the rest of the family, yesterday she passed away sometime in the late afternoon close to 4:30pm. I usually handle death fairly well but these two people were very close to me and some really significant memories I have from when I was a child directly involve them. This loss pains me so much and it has had me wrestling in my bed tonight unable to sleep. Why am I writing about this now and here? Because I cant sleep and in a few hours I have to take my final exam in Astronomy and the only thing I'm worrying about is that I made a gigantic oath to my Great Aunt as a small child that I was unable to keep. Now she's gone.
There's way too much on my plate right now and I'm going absolutely nuts because of it.
I'm not sure if I wrote about it back when it happened but my Great Uncle David died and it hit me pretty hard. However, rather recently, my Great Aunt suffered a debilitating stroke and had to be put in intensive care with a screw in her head to bleed out the pressure. Unfortunately, for her and the rest of the family, yesterday she passed away sometime in the late afternoon close to 4:30pm. I usually handle death fairly well but these two people were very close to me and some really significant memories I have from when I was a child directly involve them. This loss pains me so much and it has had me wrestling in my bed tonight unable to sleep. Why am I writing about this now and here? Because I cant sleep and in a few hours I have to take my final exam in Astronomy and the only thing I'm worrying about is that I made a gigantic oath to my Great Aunt as a small child that I was unable to keep. Now she's gone.