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That upholding golden responsible blood in my veins is quickly rusting. I just took my last final for my fall semester, I didnt realize how much of a pain in the ass MCC can be. I picked my clases for next semester, and because I didnt have 931 dollars at the time, they said fuck it and killed my schedule, now I am taking classes I am not too excited to take. Seeing I havent taken my placement tests, I cant take a decent math or english course. I finished my finals though, I am not excited to see the results, the highest grade I have is a B, the others are C's and one D (which I stopped going to the last two weeks). This all reminded me of the evergrowing question, "What the hell do I want to do with my life?" and now my golden proud confidence has dwindled into an ashy red rust. I don't know what I want to be, I don't know where MCC is going to take me, so far it has taken me no where. I just dropped 200 dollars on a guitar, I expected to be making a good deal, hopefully I am in the end run. But, I am broke now. 2 dollars in my rainy day fund. I guess my job is going to be picking up, and I will have more hours and more pay, but I dont look forward to finding out they lied to me.