oh mama runnin out of luck
i just deleated an entire, like, 2 page post.
i'm tired of feeling like what i post here affects what people think of me or whatever. it's my journal. i just happen to like people reading things i write for some reason.
but everytime i go to post lately i keep thinking about what someones gonna think about what i write or what motives are causing me to write about myself and my feelings on the internet for all to see and judge and experiance.
i'm not stupid. i can keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. if you all want to know about them you can ask me.
not that i'm never gonna post again. but i think i'm done with my "i'm gonna post these things on the internet cause i have nothing better to do/i want people to feel bad for me/i want someone to read it and react to it in a specific fashion".
in fact, know what? i'm starting a new journal.
i'm done with my whole "humanmongrel" bullshit. if you want to know who i am now, you'll just have to ask me.
xoxox
angela
i'm tired of feeling like what i post here affects what people think of me or whatever. it's my journal. i just happen to like people reading things i write for some reason.
but everytime i go to post lately i keep thinking about what someones gonna think about what i write or what motives are causing me to write about myself and my feelings on the internet for all to see and judge and experiance.
i'm not stupid. i can keep my thoughts and feelings to myself. if you all want to know about them you can ask me.
not that i'm never gonna post again. but i think i'm done with my "i'm gonna post these things on the internet cause i have nothing better to do/i want people to feel bad for me/i want someone to read it and react to it in a specific fashion".
in fact, know what? i'm starting a new journal.
i'm done with my whole "humanmongrel" bullshit. if you want to know who i am now, you'll just have to ask me.
xoxox
angela