Mar 07, 2004 21:56
i think i finally discoverd something about myself.
i dont need money or anything superficial like that. the simplest things we take for granted are sometimes what we need most. these things are just there and you dont even have to try. they love you for who you are. its the things that happen naturally, its not a new fad or anything. the bond just happens without thought. these things make up for those moments that arent so great. with just a smile or a simple phone call you can make that persons day. and when you hear their voice it makes everything else seem so unimportant and the world not such a horrible place.
i think im actually happy. finally i feel love. i can admit to loving someone. i can finally say ill be here for a little while longer,if i can help it.
i can point out my errors and arrange to correct them.
meh,life can always get better, but i cant help that. what i cna do is stick it out and be happy.its such a different feeling ive never felt before.
sometimes when you want something its not what you need. sure,you can push it off,but in the end,where the hell are you going?
people will say shit about you, theres no doubt about that, but who cares. let them think what they want.at the end of the day all that matters is that youre happy with yourself. if you cant be happy or love yourself you cant love or be happy with anyone else to a full extent.
not everyone is fully satified with themselves,like look at me, i threw away alot because i was 'sad'. now im sitting here on my ass when i should be in florida.
man,you only have one life,get a move on.
and yeah linz, it does get tiring be sad all the time.and i get annoyed with myself for always complaining.
so lets suck up all the negative shit and quote thomas the tank engine "i think i can,i think i can". fuck everyone else who tries bringing me down, theyre jerk(meh,best word)