Feb 12, 2005 12:03
Subj. J Rant 226
Mark up 12:01:55
Location February 12th, Daily Drive
There are cookies downstars and I can feel them in my mouth. I had such a great night with Bonni, the intensity of Mario Party ... Who knew!?
I can't wait to go to New York City, the center of the county .. the world .. my heart, wtf. Ha ... heeehhh -- ::roll eyes:: I can't express the right noises in my livejournal for future references, I need soundbites. Detroit stinks, Sterling Heights stinks. I mean i love it because it's familiar and it's a part of my life, but it's so goddamn lifeless. I need to go to like one of those local shows people always talk about, will that liven up my life? We need FREEdom, FREE FREE FREE, free concerts, free seminars, free art shows, free anything. They wonder why kids turn to drugs around here, because it's so BORING! The best is like one outdoor exciting experience PER WEEK. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!? Office Space is awesome. Charles Manson is patheticly funny, not funny haha, funny queer. Funny disgusting, he tries to hard. I mean I bet like he was so bored he thought of the race war idea, GREAT That is what i'm going to ruin my life for, because i'm stiff of all the quips, bored of all your shit; world! Sock it to you, yeah right! If he was anything he claimed why'd he fight for his life, HE WAS SCARED. He was human. Sometiems people forget we're animals. We're the dicks of the world, we took over. There's a super volcano under yellowstone park. WE'RE ALL GUNNA DIE! I hate the government. They're all theives. Apathetic theives, don't you see? They take things you've gotten for yourself, strip them away and don't think of the family. So what if it's a tight knit bond, it's like other people care about their life too. Bonni is sleeping, I hope peacefully. I hope she had a good dream last night. Winter Break, hellllllllll yeah. Birthdays all this month. Isn't that weird. The planets aligned perfectly to form birthdays of 5 friends the same month. Man, that's great. I really like Arrested Developement. Jason Bateman is a FOX! International night was so fun, I'm homesick. I was thinking though, I'm never going to be able to live on my own, I can't even like spend the night by myself, I'm too big of a baby :( That's going to be tough to get over.
Mary Beth always IM's me and I never see it and she signs off before I respond! I LOVE YOU BIG ME!
I need to stop watching TV, Bonni and I talked about this last night, It's ruining my personality. Celebrities are fucking up my life. Who am I anymore? Do I have a personality, how do I respond to things. What are my hopes, my sense of humor, where'd it go. I have no imput only absorbation. I need a break, I've been dulled down too far.
tp recycler: seriously it breaks my heart
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