cascading lives
i sit back and try to relax but this is something new so I am abrasive at first. Kid tells me its going to be ok and for some reason I trust him. The chair supporting me is pretty umcomfortable.
I takes a few breathes and get ready. Spark it up, hold it for 20 and exhale.
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
I realize that I just said the same thing over and over again. The same scene keeps repeating itself over and over and over. I cant stop it, so i laugh. Then i laugh more. and more and more and more. Everything that happens, happens in repitition. My body feels weird this entire time. I cant seem to move anything, I am stuck in this uncomfortable chair and the back digs into my spine. I feel like its melting to me.
I look forward and everything i see becomes a photo mosaic. I saw myself sitting there and the individual pictures that make me are cascading like a waterfall. But the cascading only falls so far before I am whole again. THis repeats itself over and over and over again.
The outer edge of my body tingles. Theres a wave of energy that passes over my arms, ontop of my shoulder. Over my head, and down the other side. Guess what, this repeats itself over and over and over.
The wave gets weaker and I can feel myself able to move...but I am to afraid to try. I start laughing and realize that justin is feeling the same shit that I just did. He looks stuck and starts to laugh.
I sit there for a little longer, how long i really cant be sure. Im told it last a short while, but it feels like forever when your in it.
Thanks the kids upstairs....you made my week.
I takes a few breathes and get ready. Spark it up, hold it for 20 and exhale.
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
"justin, im not feeling this"
I realize that I just said the same thing over and over again. The same scene keeps repeating itself over and over and over. I cant stop it, so i laugh. Then i laugh more. and more and more and more. Everything that happens, happens in repitition. My body feels weird this entire time. I cant seem to move anything, I am stuck in this uncomfortable chair and the back digs into my spine. I feel like its melting to me.
I look forward and everything i see becomes a photo mosaic. I saw myself sitting there and the individual pictures that make me are cascading like a waterfall. But the cascading only falls so far before I am whole again. THis repeats itself over and over and over again.
The outer edge of my body tingles. Theres a wave of energy that passes over my arms, ontop of my shoulder. Over my head, and down the other side. Guess what, this repeats itself over and over and over.
The wave gets weaker and I can feel myself able to move...but I am to afraid to try. I start laughing and realize that justin is feeling the same shit that I just did. He looks stuck and starts to laugh.
I sit there for a little longer, how long i really cant be sure. Im told it last a short while, but it feels like forever when your in it.
Thanks the kids upstairs....you made my week.