A letter to my world.
Hello world,
It's been a long time. We use to be so close, you and I. Almost inseprable, now it seems we have fallen apart. You no longer call, you no longer wave when we pass, you no longer look at me as you once did. There is so much I wish I could tell you, you have missed so much. Like the day she first said she loved me, and the I first looked into that tiny childs eyes. Or the time I cut so deep that I almost died and ended up in the hospital. Everything seems different here with out you, like none of it really matters. I can't complettely let go yet, I still wait for you to return to me. I want you here with me, I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. We use to sit and talk all night, about anything and everything. We would smoke and drink together, and we would come up with funny stories to tell. I miss you kissing my forehead good night, I miss feeling your arms around me. I miss waking up to your beautiful smile in the mourning. Seeing you always made my day that much better, you always made it right. But now your eyes are empty, your words are hollow. You look so lost and it pains me to see you that way. I break down when I realize I know longer have a place in your world.
Do you remember that night we had the conversation about being married and having kids. That thought seemed to make you happy, it made me feel good. Just seeing the smile that brought to your face, like I was someone important. I felt so peaceful at that moment, like life froze for a minute, to just let me bask in that moment of glory. You made me feel whole, I was complette when I was with you. You made me smile, you made me angry, you made me hurt, but you made me feel alive. I miss that, no one got to me like you did, and I wish I still had that. I wish I could tell the world about you, tell them how great you are. How the pain you cause can make a man orgasism, how entoxicating your touch is, how heart piercing your eyes can be. I wish everyone in the world had some one like you. Some one they could wrap there arms around when they feel unsafe. Some one who could look right through them and read them like a book. I don't know if I will ever find some one who made me feel the way you did, but if it isn't you, I don't think I want it.
Your Past Forgotten
David
It's been a long time. We use to be so close, you and I. Almost inseprable, now it seems we have fallen apart. You no longer call, you no longer wave when we pass, you no longer look at me as you once did. There is so much I wish I could tell you, you have missed so much. Like the day she first said she loved me, and the I first looked into that tiny childs eyes. Or the time I cut so deep that I almost died and ended up in the hospital. Everything seems different here with out you, like none of it really matters. I can't complettely let go yet, I still wait for you to return to me. I want you here with me, I don't think you understand how much you mean to me. We use to sit and talk all night, about anything and everything. We would smoke and drink together, and we would come up with funny stories to tell. I miss you kissing my forehead good night, I miss feeling your arms around me. I miss waking up to your beautiful smile in the mourning. Seeing you always made my day that much better, you always made it right. But now your eyes are empty, your words are hollow. You look so lost and it pains me to see you that way. I break down when I realize I know longer have a place in your world.
Do you remember that night we had the conversation about being married and having kids. That thought seemed to make you happy, it made me feel good. Just seeing the smile that brought to your face, like I was someone important. I felt so peaceful at that moment, like life froze for a minute, to just let me bask in that moment of glory. You made me feel whole, I was complette when I was with you. You made me smile, you made me angry, you made me hurt, but you made me feel alive. I miss that, no one got to me like you did, and I wish I still had that. I wish I could tell the world about you, tell them how great you are. How the pain you cause can make a man orgasism, how entoxicating your touch is, how heart piercing your eyes can be. I wish everyone in the world had some one like you. Some one they could wrap there arms around when they feel unsafe. Some one who could look right through them and read them like a book. I don't know if I will ever find some one who made me feel the way you did, but if it isn't you, I don't think I want it.
Your Past Forgotten
David