it's still 5764 in some circles...not mine, of course, but
ok then, waiting to use the bathroom...so, has anybody out there realized that I have nothing to say? It's true. In the spirit of new year's wish wash, I have come to an amazing conclusion...
I love me more than anybody...however, I don't feel great about it. I want to apologize for my occasional MIA persona...mainly to Nico. I keep saying I'll call, but I never do. Not to justify it, but I haven't called anyone lately. But I will call...I just have to stop being so self-involved. But I've just been really fascinated by my brain lately. To break it down into a few key phylums- I've been hammering away at a screenplay that is frankly morphing into...
nah, I don't wanna do that....um, another catagory would be- ahhh nevermind. Anyway, I apologize for just being an allusive mofo.
At any rate, I love my LJ pals...& I'm not going to make promises, but rather just continue up this evolutionary path(not a promise)...I choose what I do, so with that, my neglected amigos, you will hear from me, not because I am pledging, but simply because it just happens...it may be a few days, a few months, but never years. I am aware of that, because I know how I operate for the most part, which is something that is very complicated for all humanity...we view ourselves how we want to be viewed & that, for the most part, is an error...I can't explain how people are supposed to view themselves, I just know it has something to do with understanding the comprehension of how others interperet us. Bullshit, right? Yeah, I know- (see? that was a great example!)
Yeah, so...love you's.
I love me more than anybody...however, I don't feel great about it. I want to apologize for my occasional MIA persona...mainly to Nico. I keep saying I'll call, but I never do. Not to justify it, but I haven't called anyone lately. But I will call...I just have to stop being so self-involved. But I've just been really fascinated by my brain lately. To break it down into a few key phylums- I've been hammering away at a screenplay that is frankly morphing into...
nah, I don't wanna do that....um, another catagory would be- ahhh nevermind. Anyway, I apologize for just being an allusive mofo.
At any rate, I love my LJ pals...& I'm not going to make promises, but rather just continue up this evolutionary path(not a promise)...I choose what I do, so with that, my neglected amigos, you will hear from me, not because I am pledging, but simply because it just happens...it may be a few days, a few months, but never years. I am aware of that, because I know how I operate for the most part, which is something that is very complicated for all humanity...we view ourselves how we want to be viewed & that, for the most part, is an error...I can't explain how people are supposed to view themselves, I just know it has something to do with understanding the comprehension of how others interperet us. Bullshit, right? Yeah, I know- (see? that was a great example!)
Yeah, so...love you's.