Christianity is the sacrifice of self-knowledge.

Feb 12, 2007 01:35

I am suffering from "Free, single and having fun without any real shape" syndrome. On the one hand, for instance, I have become a male whore with women, very honest and open yet very subtle and physical; but on the other hand, I find myself becoming easily very jealous when certain girls do the same with me.

It's as if I secretly wish that I was the only guy on the planet and every girl wanted me.

Oh well.

I sort of had/have a crush on somebody who lives above me. She's Christian. That isn't and shouldn't be a problem, but I find myself making all kinds of funny digs and jibes at it when possible. It's like somebody who says they're not racist but gets very subtle digs in at black people across the dinner table. Like a subconscious burdening. Deep down I think Christians are ignorant. Or religious people in general. You've got be blind to a certain extent, be it extreme or not, in order to commit to a faith based around "taking things for granted".

Hmm...
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