what iv been up to (like anyones gona even try reading this) oh well
Soooo whats been going on lately
Thursday 3rd went to 101 smith st
Mich played his doumbek to the reggae music
And we got up and started dancing and befor long the dance floor was in use by half the club
The guy behind the bar ibby I think it was loved us so much for livening up the club that he started giving us free drinks and dougal who stayed ther for an extra hour afta us got free drinks the whole time
Friday night went to the pool club in Brunswick st with my cousins
Then Saturday tea at bamboo house and a house warming at mick nick and harrys
Big percussion jams that night
Neighbours wernt too happy but we had a great time pulling an all nighter And watching the Cheshire cat smile moon travel the sky
Dougal recited jabberwocky around the fire in the trolley (very classy fire I must admit harry did a good job)
And Rachael fell in love with him instantly
Quote “how rad is this guy, this guy is so rad I love him can I take you home”
*Flash forward* (apparently she still keeps in contact with him all the time)
I wasn’t her biggest fan at the start shes a bit loud but Iv goten to know her and shes not that bad
The whole “I hate (add random name here) I wana fucken kill them”
Over and over got a little annoying but she had a good reason to hate all of em
Them
The night was all in all fantastic
I saw kate for the first time in agers didn’t really wana speak to her so I was a bit snobbish but she wasn’t acting too warm to me
I think things travel the grape vine quite easily and I stupidly let something slip in a moment of blindness
I mean it wasn’t anything bad but it must have given her the wrong impression so she was avoiding me
And I couldn’t pull another late nighter on Sunday to go to the girls house
Anyways the week moved along
Went to meet Elissa on Friday the 11th
Stayed at hers and had a pretty good night all in all
Next day kept getting fone calls asking if I wanted to catch up
Was thinking I had to go to tea and mel was having a party
Turned out mels fell through and I didn’t have to go to tea so I got on the blower and told johno rod pipa and ryan that we should go to anglers cause adam and sanka would be down ther
Scored a free lift across to anglers with johno rod pipa and ryan and met up with sanka adam Nicole and simone and we sat around having a few drinks talking about comics and tv shows and music and all sorts
Was a good night all in all
Sunday went to kates nats and amelias
Got to see ther new house which was fun
Listened to music danced drunk and had a good night
Went up stairs and mick and meals wer dancing on the coffee table to blues
And we wer all just dancing
Amy left early I don’t know why
They all went and saw grand wazoo at the rainbow hotel earlier on and nay saw a bunch of her mums friends and her mum ex boyfriend whos one of the head of the band and she was telling me through tears how she hasn’t seen any of them for like 5 yrs since her mum passed away and she knew a few people ther and just started talking to them without knowing who they wer just ther faces and it really brought up a lot of pain inside her
I feel so bad for her
Shes only 15 and shes spent the last 4-5 yrs with no parents
Shes so talented im amazed by her voice and compassion and so mature for her age
I couldn’t really help her because I barely know her so when mick and amelia got back I sent him across to talk to her
Hes practically brought her up took her and bec in and supported them for years and just looked after them
I mean hes only a day older than me and hes been able to support himself so well and others as well
Hes a good guy
fucked up but still really sweet lol
He ended up doing nuddy runs through the house when every1 was sleeping
I'm so glad I put my head down and tried to sleep if I was still up reading I would have gotten a clear view
but I couldn’t sleep so I went for a cigi and he walked outa kates room in his briefs and came with me and we sat up and had a few coffees and watched the sun come up and he tried playing some guitar but he playes bass so he did alright but not perfect
we just talked about everything
hes one of those guys which is open about everything and we can talk about things that most ppl would be shy to even admit
Caught a bus home even tho Nat skipped school because she didn’t think they ran on public holidays
was a fun
Skool was great fun I got exempted from life drawing so I have like 2 hours skool on Wednesdays now
I planed to use that time to go see elissa but that doesn’t seem like that’s gona happen anymore
Oh well dosnt matter now
Friday I went to elissas which was alright
The ‘gathering’ was fun but I couldn’t sleep which was a shame was so tired the next night
Headed off late Saturday and got back just in time to have a shower and change cloths and head out to tea
Went to Bottega in burke st
Was really nice
I really liked the food
Had twin roasted duck with like a grape and plum sauce and dried grapes
Was really really nice but the other meals wer micky mouse too
My bro cancelled on tea and my aunty was really annoyed with that cause it was her birthday
I msged him the next day for him to call her and make it up but he never did so I doubt shes gona give him the time of day for awhile
Why is it that when you hit a certain age you just cant be botherd with a lot of things
You tell someone you’ll ring them and you really want to but you just never do
Things get too full on and you stress your body out and don’t have time for the little things
Anyways we left tea and we were looking through a book store and my aunty asked me if I was going out after I got home and I said give me 2 min and ill see whats on
So I rung mick and he really didn’t give me a choice but told me I was goin out to a party in Brunswick road yes you heard me road not street… Brunswick road
So I went home and grabbed my overcoat and bag and got a lift up there and caught up with a bunch of the Albury people and met a heap more and couldn’t be bothered meeting a lot but iv met a few which wer really nice
Was feeling a little left out so I walked onto the grass out the back and in the middle of the giant yard I lay down and closed my eyes just rested for a bit but didn’t sleep
Had a few people ask me what was wrong but I just told them I was pensive
I so wanted to grab a book and write
I just lay down staring at the stars wrapped in my overcoat trying not to think
Lol I don’t like to think any more my minds a bit too much of a painful place to spend more than a little bit of time in there
Hence the going out 2-5 times a week
But the night ended up alright
By the end I went inside to lye down hung around and went and sat down with kate watching rage
And then micks come in and jumped on us and we started playing round wer such big kids
All on the same level
and we went outside and I came back in agers later and unfolded the futon and lay down but mick came in and jumped on me again and then kate did as well
so I got up and showed them my scary face and they both freaked
iv never had such a reaction
mick kept jumping on me so I would turn around and hiss at him and he would freak out and ether curl into a ball or run outa the room so I grabbed him round the waist and threw him to the floor and hovered over him growling and hissing and he was sooo terrified of me
then they told me to never do that face again and I asked if I could show nat and amelia and they said thats an exception
so I went and showed amelia while she was lyeing on the bed and she thought it was scary but nothing to drastic
so nat came back from the bathroom and I said do u wana see my scary face and shes gone ok and so iv loosed up my face and told her look its not that good but micks shit scared of it and said here my normal face and hes my scary face and she freaked out and screamed WHAT THE FUCK!!!! and jumped up in the air onto a pile of boxes and shit at the foot of the bed slamming into a wall bounced off that wall and into another and then off onto the bed and curled up behind amelia
it was sooo funny
even tho mick and kate wer all kissy kissy for a few hours it was cool they didn’t mind me being around and we all hung out still
then we tried to crash a few hours later and that didn’t work so I got up and went and hung out down stairs cause harry and andy (something like that) finaly got back from finding a 7/11 and had smokes they must have walked 5 km to one because some1 thought ther was one 1 km up the road funny thing was ther is one about a km away but it was up toward moone ponds
they wer gone for like an hour and a half
lol
but we sat around and smoked and talked and then I walked to moone ponds station and caught a train home and they all caught buses and taxis
got to bed at like 9am
couple nights ago I came home and my dog had done her business inside so I went to the front door cause she was scratching on it and I told her thers no chance shes coming in and she kept scratching and after I closed it I turned around and she started scratching so I went to kick the door lightly and ended up putting my foot right thought the glass and taking half the door out
it was then that I decided I should probably get some sleep so I cleaned it up and when mum got home I got yelled at and she apologised for yelling and then I went and slept for 6 hours
Wednesday I was gona see elissa again but she had a head ache so I didn’t go
and I decided something was up so I went to the guys house (harry mick and nick) and stayed ther the night
passed out on a bean bag and woke up in the morn with a blaket over me
was very comfy
mick scored a lift with patty and kylie to con fest which was good to hear
he was gona stand on brunswick st with a sign saying something like is anyone heading to con fest and can I get a lift
such a strange kid
he went round to kates during the night to put things on hold because he was going to con fest and he didn’t want a girl friend
its just micks not the type to sleep around so I have no idea what he was doing
maybe insurance in case something happens
maybe he just didn’t want to worry about having a girlfriend at home while he was out for 5 days
strange boy
anyways went to the city with harry walked around looking for a sanity and then I went to finders to meet up with elissa and then caught a tram to Brunswick st so she could drop some stuff off at an agency (don’t ask)
went to the black cat and had a coffee and then asked if I could look through her fone and she said go for it so I did and yeh
kinda spired down into a total wreak after that
ah well not like I care
I had fun and it was an experience
So we went around Brunswick st and then to the city and I saw adam and said good bye to elissa and yeh I doubt ill ever see her again
I still feel sorry for the girl shes been through so much in her life
And I would have liked to take it further but its just not in the cards
I caught a train home with adam and im hoping hes gona have a get together soon
Should be fun if it goes ahead
Ended up going to James for the night and god was it fun
We got trashed and spent the night listing to music and talking
I met a few more of his friends and ali got callin and one of his mates to come round which was a laugh
Callin was fucked and im not gona say I feel sorry for him
He can be a cunt and after having to drag him off a couple female friends and then rescue them from him quite a few times in a night I really don’t like him
He was really aggressive when around them asking if they wer sluts and if hes gona get to fuck them and stuff like that
So yeh
And his friend seemed alright but still me and james had a jolly old time fucking with his mind
Lol I miss doing that with the new comers
Just freaking them out and teaching them that they know shit
I used to be one of them a few years back
Lol
Tried to get some sleep but couldn’t turn my mind off
And in the morn just sat around playing more music
Got a lift home from James and got talking bout going out and said to ask the girl if they wouldn’t mind us heading down to the night cat but I don’t think he got round to it so I sat up writing most of this journal entry
Went up to shep on Saturday which was good fun
Saw the family and went to tea
Then went out with my cousin leon
He looked after me and shouted me heaps of drinks
Probably 4 bottles 4 glasses and 6 tequila slammers
the first bar was alright but small and not to lively
the next bar was good fun
glow stick party but I was way too tired and didn’t have my friends round so I wasn’t in a dancing mood
had lots of drinks and saw some distant relatives
saw nova which was a total spin out for both of us
and one of my mums cousins
then went and sat down and a girl who looked 23 with a few tattoos and a la bret came and sat next to me
my cousin said hi and got her talking and she kept looking at me and then we got talking and she was quite interested in me but I couldn’t hear her very well over the music so It was a bit hard
but she was pretty up front and flirty
she went up stairs to find a friend and then said she would come back and my cousin thought she had walked off and started asking what happened
so I told him about how she is actually 27 and she has 3 kids and he was stunned but sure enough she came back and kept flirting
I didn’t tell her how old I am because she was quite good and even tho the chances of anything happening wer really slim I was curious
But we ended up packing it in and heading off shortly after so I said goodbye and left it at that
Got back and was locked out so my mum woke up at the dogs barking and opened the door
Sunday was great
Woke up without sleeping very much at all
Had a shower and headed to my aunties for lunch
Ate till my stomach hurt which it still does
And sat around listening to my ipod through the stereo and talking
Am so tired and finally up to date on my journal
so finally some new stuff on music and im off to bed
some songs im obsessed with
obsessed with this song!!!
Lamb - stronger
And this one
mazzy star - fade into you
The Cinematic Orchestra - Burn Out
Nina Simone - See-Line Woman (Masters at Work Remix)
the beatles - Across The Universe
the cat empire - all that talking
Creedence Clearwater Revival - I Put A Spell On You
Enigma - Return To Innocence
Jack Johnson - No Other Way
Jack Johnson - If I Could
Jeff Buckley - grace
Jeff Buckley - dream brother
lauryn hill - mr. intentional
lauryn hill - adam lives in theory
sinead o'connor - daddy i'm fine
Thievery Corporation - Warning Shots (Feat Sleepy Wonder And Gunjan)
Check em out if u get the time they are fantastic
Thursday 3rd went to 101 smith st
Mich played his doumbek to the reggae music
And we got up and started dancing and befor long the dance floor was in use by half the club
The guy behind the bar ibby I think it was loved us so much for livening up the club that he started giving us free drinks and dougal who stayed ther for an extra hour afta us got free drinks the whole time
Friday night went to the pool club in Brunswick st with my cousins
Then Saturday tea at bamboo house and a house warming at mick nick and harrys
Big percussion jams that night
Neighbours wernt too happy but we had a great time pulling an all nighter And watching the Cheshire cat smile moon travel the sky
Dougal recited jabberwocky around the fire in the trolley (very classy fire I must admit harry did a good job)
And Rachael fell in love with him instantly
Quote “how rad is this guy, this guy is so rad I love him can I take you home”
*Flash forward* (apparently she still keeps in contact with him all the time)
I wasn’t her biggest fan at the start shes a bit loud but Iv goten to know her and shes not that bad
The whole “I hate (add random name here) I wana fucken kill them”
Over and over got a little annoying but she had a good reason to hate all of em
Them
The night was all in all fantastic
I saw kate for the first time in agers didn’t really wana speak to her so I was a bit snobbish but she wasn’t acting too warm to me
I think things travel the grape vine quite easily and I stupidly let something slip in a moment of blindness
I mean it wasn’t anything bad but it must have given her the wrong impression so she was avoiding me
And I couldn’t pull another late nighter on Sunday to go to the girls house
Anyways the week moved along
Went to meet Elissa on Friday the 11th
Stayed at hers and had a pretty good night all in all
Next day kept getting fone calls asking if I wanted to catch up
Was thinking I had to go to tea and mel was having a party
Turned out mels fell through and I didn’t have to go to tea so I got on the blower and told johno rod pipa and ryan that we should go to anglers cause adam and sanka would be down ther
Scored a free lift across to anglers with johno rod pipa and ryan and met up with sanka adam Nicole and simone and we sat around having a few drinks talking about comics and tv shows and music and all sorts
Was a good night all in all
Sunday went to kates nats and amelias
Got to see ther new house which was fun
Listened to music danced drunk and had a good night
Went up stairs and mick and meals wer dancing on the coffee table to blues
And we wer all just dancing
Amy left early I don’t know why
They all went and saw grand wazoo at the rainbow hotel earlier on and nay saw a bunch of her mums friends and her mum ex boyfriend whos one of the head of the band and she was telling me through tears how she hasn’t seen any of them for like 5 yrs since her mum passed away and she knew a few people ther and just started talking to them without knowing who they wer just ther faces and it really brought up a lot of pain inside her
I feel so bad for her
Shes only 15 and shes spent the last 4-5 yrs with no parents
Shes so talented im amazed by her voice and compassion and so mature for her age
I couldn’t really help her because I barely know her so when mick and amelia got back I sent him across to talk to her
Hes practically brought her up took her and bec in and supported them for years and just looked after them
I mean hes only a day older than me and hes been able to support himself so well and others as well
Hes a good guy
fucked up but still really sweet lol
He ended up doing nuddy runs through the house when every1 was sleeping
I'm so glad I put my head down and tried to sleep if I was still up reading I would have gotten a clear view
but I couldn’t sleep so I went for a cigi and he walked outa kates room in his briefs and came with me and we sat up and had a few coffees and watched the sun come up and he tried playing some guitar but he playes bass so he did alright but not perfect
we just talked about everything
hes one of those guys which is open about everything and we can talk about things that most ppl would be shy to even admit
Caught a bus home even tho Nat skipped school because she didn’t think they ran on public holidays
was a fun
Skool was great fun I got exempted from life drawing so I have like 2 hours skool on Wednesdays now
I planed to use that time to go see elissa but that doesn’t seem like that’s gona happen anymore
Oh well dosnt matter now
Friday I went to elissas which was alright
The ‘gathering’ was fun but I couldn’t sleep which was a shame was so tired the next night
Headed off late Saturday and got back just in time to have a shower and change cloths and head out to tea
Went to Bottega in burke st
Was really nice
I really liked the food
Had twin roasted duck with like a grape and plum sauce and dried grapes
Was really really nice but the other meals wer micky mouse too
My bro cancelled on tea and my aunty was really annoyed with that cause it was her birthday
I msged him the next day for him to call her and make it up but he never did so I doubt shes gona give him the time of day for awhile
Why is it that when you hit a certain age you just cant be botherd with a lot of things
You tell someone you’ll ring them and you really want to but you just never do
Things get too full on and you stress your body out and don’t have time for the little things
Anyways we left tea and we were looking through a book store and my aunty asked me if I was going out after I got home and I said give me 2 min and ill see whats on
So I rung mick and he really didn’t give me a choice but told me I was goin out to a party in Brunswick road yes you heard me road not street… Brunswick road
So I went home and grabbed my overcoat and bag and got a lift up there and caught up with a bunch of the Albury people and met a heap more and couldn’t be bothered meeting a lot but iv met a few which wer really nice
Was feeling a little left out so I walked onto the grass out the back and in the middle of the giant yard I lay down and closed my eyes just rested for a bit but didn’t sleep
Had a few people ask me what was wrong but I just told them I was pensive
I so wanted to grab a book and write
I just lay down staring at the stars wrapped in my overcoat trying not to think
Lol I don’t like to think any more my minds a bit too much of a painful place to spend more than a little bit of time in there
Hence the going out 2-5 times a week
But the night ended up alright
By the end I went inside to lye down hung around and went and sat down with kate watching rage
And then micks come in and jumped on us and we started playing round wer such big kids
All on the same level
and we went outside and I came back in agers later and unfolded the futon and lay down but mick came in and jumped on me again and then kate did as well
so I got up and showed them my scary face and they both freaked
iv never had such a reaction
mick kept jumping on me so I would turn around and hiss at him and he would freak out and ether curl into a ball or run outa the room so I grabbed him round the waist and threw him to the floor and hovered over him growling and hissing and he was sooo terrified of me
then they told me to never do that face again and I asked if I could show nat and amelia and they said thats an exception
so I went and showed amelia while she was lyeing on the bed and she thought it was scary but nothing to drastic
so nat came back from the bathroom and I said do u wana see my scary face and shes gone ok and so iv loosed up my face and told her look its not that good but micks shit scared of it and said here my normal face and hes my scary face and she freaked out and screamed WHAT THE FUCK!!!! and jumped up in the air onto a pile of boxes and shit at the foot of the bed slamming into a wall bounced off that wall and into another and then off onto the bed and curled up behind amelia
it was sooo funny
even tho mick and kate wer all kissy kissy for a few hours it was cool they didn’t mind me being around and we all hung out still
then we tried to crash a few hours later and that didn’t work so I got up and went and hung out down stairs cause harry and andy (something like that) finaly got back from finding a 7/11 and had smokes they must have walked 5 km to one because some1 thought ther was one 1 km up the road funny thing was ther is one about a km away but it was up toward moone ponds
they wer gone for like an hour and a half
lol
but we sat around and smoked and talked and then I walked to moone ponds station and caught a train home and they all caught buses and taxis
got to bed at like 9am
couple nights ago I came home and my dog had done her business inside so I went to the front door cause she was scratching on it and I told her thers no chance shes coming in and she kept scratching and after I closed it I turned around and she started scratching so I went to kick the door lightly and ended up putting my foot right thought the glass and taking half the door out
it was then that I decided I should probably get some sleep so I cleaned it up and when mum got home I got yelled at and she apologised for yelling and then I went and slept for 6 hours
Wednesday I was gona see elissa again but she had a head ache so I didn’t go
and I decided something was up so I went to the guys house (harry mick and nick) and stayed ther the night
passed out on a bean bag and woke up in the morn with a blaket over me
was very comfy
mick scored a lift with patty and kylie to con fest which was good to hear
he was gona stand on brunswick st with a sign saying something like is anyone heading to con fest and can I get a lift
such a strange kid
he went round to kates during the night to put things on hold because he was going to con fest and he didn’t want a girl friend
its just micks not the type to sleep around so I have no idea what he was doing
maybe insurance in case something happens
maybe he just didn’t want to worry about having a girlfriend at home while he was out for 5 days
strange boy
anyways went to the city with harry walked around looking for a sanity and then I went to finders to meet up with elissa and then caught a tram to Brunswick st so she could drop some stuff off at an agency (don’t ask)
went to the black cat and had a coffee and then asked if I could look through her fone and she said go for it so I did and yeh
kinda spired down into a total wreak after that
ah well not like I care
I had fun and it was an experience
So we went around Brunswick st and then to the city and I saw adam and said good bye to elissa and yeh I doubt ill ever see her again
I still feel sorry for the girl shes been through so much in her life
And I would have liked to take it further but its just not in the cards
I caught a train home with adam and im hoping hes gona have a get together soon
Should be fun if it goes ahead
Ended up going to James for the night and god was it fun
We got trashed and spent the night listing to music and talking
I met a few more of his friends and ali got callin and one of his mates to come round which was a laugh
Callin was fucked and im not gona say I feel sorry for him
He can be a cunt and after having to drag him off a couple female friends and then rescue them from him quite a few times in a night I really don’t like him
He was really aggressive when around them asking if they wer sluts and if hes gona get to fuck them and stuff like that
So yeh
And his friend seemed alright but still me and james had a jolly old time fucking with his mind
Lol I miss doing that with the new comers
Just freaking them out and teaching them that they know shit
I used to be one of them a few years back
Lol
Tried to get some sleep but couldn’t turn my mind off
And in the morn just sat around playing more music
Got a lift home from James and got talking bout going out and said to ask the girl if they wouldn’t mind us heading down to the night cat but I don’t think he got round to it so I sat up writing most of this journal entry
Went up to shep on Saturday which was good fun
Saw the family and went to tea
Then went out with my cousin leon
He looked after me and shouted me heaps of drinks
Probably 4 bottles 4 glasses and 6 tequila slammers
the first bar was alright but small and not to lively
the next bar was good fun
glow stick party but I was way too tired and didn’t have my friends round so I wasn’t in a dancing mood
had lots of drinks and saw some distant relatives
saw nova which was a total spin out for both of us
and one of my mums cousins
then went and sat down and a girl who looked 23 with a few tattoos and a la bret came and sat next to me
my cousin said hi and got her talking and she kept looking at me and then we got talking and she was quite interested in me but I couldn’t hear her very well over the music so It was a bit hard
but she was pretty up front and flirty
she went up stairs to find a friend and then said she would come back and my cousin thought she had walked off and started asking what happened
so I told him about how she is actually 27 and she has 3 kids and he was stunned but sure enough she came back and kept flirting
I didn’t tell her how old I am because she was quite good and even tho the chances of anything happening wer really slim I was curious
But we ended up packing it in and heading off shortly after so I said goodbye and left it at that
Got back and was locked out so my mum woke up at the dogs barking and opened the door
Sunday was great
Woke up without sleeping very much at all
Had a shower and headed to my aunties for lunch
Ate till my stomach hurt which it still does
And sat around listening to my ipod through the stereo and talking
Am so tired and finally up to date on my journal
so finally some new stuff on music and im off to bed
some songs im obsessed with
obsessed with this song!!!
Lamb - stronger
And this one
mazzy star - fade into you
The Cinematic Orchestra - Burn Out
Nina Simone - See-Line Woman (Masters at Work Remix)
the beatles - Across The Universe
the cat empire - all that talking
Creedence Clearwater Revival - I Put A Spell On You
Enigma - Return To Innocence
Jack Johnson - No Other Way
Jack Johnson - If I Could
Jeff Buckley - grace
Jeff Buckley - dream brother
lauryn hill - mr. intentional
lauryn hill - adam lives in theory
sinead o'connor - daddy i'm fine
Thievery Corporation - Warning Shots (Feat Sleepy Wonder And Gunjan)
Check em out if u get the time they are fantastic