oh fuck
i hate you being gone. a week used to seem like no time at all for you to be away and i wish it was still like that. i start missing you once we hang up the phone or the moment you leave my house.
i can't handle simply having phone calls with someone.
Phone calls are a tease.!
I just wan't you to come home. I'm counting the days. four days left.
my choices in life are completely different now because of you. i don't want to see other guys or really many other people in that matter.
and as hard as it is to miss you to the point where it hurts, it's all worth it.
come home please.
ryan i hate you for taking him away. just kidding kinda <3
"So many high points on this last leg.
I can't wait to recount them
it seems like nothing's happened
until I've shared them with you."