Dec 24, 2007 20:56
Just do it. Fear is non-existent.
I allowed myself to have fun the other day. I thought I deserved it. I was wallowing in self-pity (not to mention in my depression), but because of not drinking away my emotions - which I did, but the pun is intended, if you get it - and looking on the bright and dorky side of life, I am happy, right now. Things... people will come if they're meant to be with you.
I've been worrying so much. I've been in panic. I've been anxious. I haven't been sleeping. I've been blocking out everything with music and television. Why? I can't really come up with a valid excuse. And its an ongoing promise between me and... me, tama na'ng palusot.
So, one of my resolutions, although its not quite the start of a new year, is to stop making excuses and to... just do it. A corollary of that is leaving it all up to Him. :)
My life, Your art. Basta ako, diba? Haha :))
Things to do for the rest of the year and the next:
-Stop worrying.
-Stop channeling Hamlet. Be a man of both thought and action.
-Slow down, don't dance so fast. Hear the music before it stops.
-Don't despair if there are people who don't want you. Their loss. (Believe me, this is based on experience.)
-Mend broken friendships. Make that phone call.
-Be excited!
-Be happy. Return to the you who's forever young.
-Be patient.
-Walk your talk.
-Love.
I can hear the fireworks already. ...Did you call me? XD
Happy Holidays.
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