turns out i was a vampire myself.

[hulk_stir]

first i wanted to be a painter. 
then a photographer
then a beautician 
then a psychologist 
then back to a photographer
tehn a musician 
[i wanted to be a writer and a film director for a few seconds in the mess of that too]
and now.

an acrobat.
im running away from all of you. and joining the circus.

i want to do everything. and i cant decide on one. 
maybe ill just persue all of them at the same time. 
maybe i could do it. maybe it would work.
maybe id just go completely insane and not have to worry about it anymore.