he was smiling through his own personal hell.
dropped his last dime in a wishing well.
but he was hoping to close and then he fell.
mmmmm i feel i need to say something. i have no idea where i would start if i were to open my mind. or when i would end. so ill just keep it all.
i almost let out everything ever to everyone today. and i cant get rid of hte feeling.
its kinda nice though. ya know, the smile feeling you get in your organs. but i kinda wanna burst. and rain on everyone with my joy guts. DONTFAKEIT
i like existing right now. i havent felt like this in so long. and i hope its just the beginning. and not just one of my stupid acts. im ready to possibly respect myself. i want to connect. i want to expand my mind. i know exactly how i want to feel. ive only felt like it for one night of my life.
maybe i think too much. i may think too much. its a problem that i have.
my 18th birthday is on wednesday.
i hate gifts, so dont think about it. they make me uncomfortable.
but i would love to spend it with someone.
areyoutoonervoustobelovers?
but he was hoping to close and then he fell.
mmmmm i feel i need to say something. i have no idea where i would start if i were to open my mind. or when i would end. so ill just keep it all.
i almost let out everything ever to everyone today. and i cant get rid of hte feeling.
its kinda nice though. ya know, the smile feeling you get in your organs. but i kinda wanna burst. and rain on everyone with my joy guts. DONTFAKEIT
i like existing right now. i havent felt like this in so long. and i hope its just the beginning. and not just one of my stupid acts. im ready to possibly respect myself. i want to connect. i want to expand my mind. i know exactly how i want to feel. ive only felt like it for one night of my life.
maybe i think too much. i may think too much. its a problem that i have.
my 18th birthday is on wednesday.
i hate gifts, so dont think about it. they make me uncomfortable.
but i would love to spend it with someone.
areyoutoonervoustobelovers?