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Things feel right. Not perfect, but on the right track. The self destructive behaviour I see establishing itself is therapeutic and cathartic, but I know that I won't be able to sustain this momentum and I hope I will be able to steady myself at the end of this ride. I'm having fun either way, and I've never been afraid to stand up and brush off the dirt after a fall anyway. I'm barely hangin onto the bars at 100mph and it feels real for the first time in forever......