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i just had a serious mental breakdown.
i cried for about an hour.
why? i'm not sure.
shit keeps happening, left&right, with school especially.
For Example: i studied for about 15 hours straight for a test...
i feel TOTALLY CONFIDENT.
i take the test today.
i click "submit for grading" and smile because i KNOW that i got an A.
my grade comes back as a 73%.
(76% is the lowest passing grade...)
*sigh*
Another Example:
i get a letter in the mail yesterday, dated 8/16/2004.
it is informing me that i am not eligible for student loans.
THE STUDENT LOANS I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED FOR, AND HAVE BEEN WAITING ON FOR OVER 2 MONTHS!!!!
the same student loans that are the way i am paying for tuition this semester... that were due in august???
i fucking hate school.
i wanna just quit.
move out to the woods.
live on leafy green veggies and pond water.
f'real.
or, i'll just start making hemp things, or kick ass tyedyes, or .. cute patchwork things...
and make money that way, while touring around the states seeing the bands and people that i love.
*sigh*
wouldn't that be the life?
i'd love to just hop on a Yonder Mountain String band tour, (or ANY GOOD MUSIC) and live out my dream.
...but NO. i have to finish school, get a job, and start a family.
fuck money.
FUCK GROWING UP.
*sighs*
there's so more that i could bitch about, but i'm going to choose not to....
because, hey! that's just not me, ya know?
my eyes are puffy & red, but i haven't smoked pot for a long long time......
god, that would help out so much..
hehe.
a big fat bowl pack right now would do an amo good.
*laughs*
but nah, can't.
sooooooooooo, FUCK THE YANKEES.
<3amo
some of my "favorite" BUSH QUOTES:
"The best of America occurs when people walk up and say, Mr. President, I'm praying for you."
"We understand where the power of this country lay. It lays in the hearts and souls of Americans. It must lay in our pocketbooks."
"You teach a child to read, and he or her will be able to pass the literary test"
"I know the human being and fish can coexist peacefully."
"Rarely is the question asked: Is our children learning?"
"I think we ought to raise the age at which juveniles can have a gun."
"I think if you know what you believe, it makes it a lot easier to answer questions. I can't answer your question."
"I think we agree, the past is over."
Can't Vote Jerry....
So let's vote Kerry!!
i cried for about an hour.
why? i'm not sure.
shit keeps happening, left&right, with school especially.
For Example: i studied for about 15 hours straight for a test...
i feel TOTALLY CONFIDENT.
i take the test today.
i click "submit for grading" and smile because i KNOW that i got an A.
my grade comes back as a 73%.
(76% is the lowest passing grade...)
*sigh*
Another Example:
i get a letter in the mail yesterday, dated 8/16/2004.
it is informing me that i am not eligible for student loans.
THE STUDENT LOANS I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED FOR, AND HAVE BEEN WAITING ON FOR OVER 2 MONTHS!!!!
the same student loans that are the way i am paying for tuition this semester... that were due in august???
i fucking hate school.
i wanna just quit.
move out to the woods.
live on leafy green veggies and pond water.
f'real.
or, i'll just start making hemp things, or kick ass tyedyes, or .. cute patchwork things...
and make money that way, while touring around the states seeing the bands and people that i love.
*sigh*
wouldn't that be the life?
i'd love to just hop on a Yonder Mountain String band tour, (or ANY GOOD MUSIC) and live out my dream.
...but NO. i have to finish school, get a job, and start a family.
fuck money.
FUCK GROWING UP.
*sighs*
there's so more that i could bitch about, but i'm going to choose not to....
because, hey! that's just not me, ya know?
my eyes are puffy & red, but i haven't smoked pot for a long long time......
god, that would help out so much..
hehe.
a big fat bowl pack right now would do an amo good.
*laughs*
but nah, can't.
sooooooooooo, FUCK THE YANKEES.
<3amo
some of my "favorite" BUSH QUOTES:
"The best of America occurs when people walk up and say, Mr. President, I'm praying for you."
"We understand where the power of this country lay. It lays in the hearts and souls of Americans. It must lay in our pocketbooks."
"You teach a child to read, and he or her will be able to pass the literary test"
"I know the human being and fish can coexist peacefully."
"Rarely is the question asked: Is our children learning?"
"I think we ought to raise the age at which juveniles can have a gun."
"I think if you know what you believe, it makes it a lot easier to answer questions. I can't answer your question."
"I think we agree, the past is over."
Can't Vote Jerry....
So let's vote Kerry!!