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I don't know whats wrong with me. I feel like something bad is about to happen. I have this gut-wrenching feeling in the pit of my stomach. Its funny, every time I feel like this something bad happens. I'm tired, but I slept good last night. I feel sick, but without illness. I'm depressed, but it doesn't show and you'd never guess. So why do I feel like this?
I haven't talked to my sister since I came back from Pensacola, last Sunday night. She called me a whore, though she's been with more people than I. You have to understand my sister though. She's not happy until she's hurt someone close to her. It sucks that things have to be that way. I miss her but I don't. I love her because she's my sister, but I'm tired of all the shit she pulls. Its frustrating. If I weren't related to her, I don't know what I would do to her.
On the upside, I think Chaz and I are good. I haven't really talked to him much the past few days. By the way, I don't know what your comment said. Anyway, I went to visit him in Florida, and I had a wonderful time. I was sad to go. I love spending time with him. I'm looking forward to him moving to New Orleans for school. I don't know how long things will last or if they will, but I like the way he makes me feel. He has these gorgeous eyes that make me melt. He's a pretty good kisser too. Can't get too personal now can I! Hehe!
Well I'm gonna get off this thing. Pretty boring huh! So long guys!